Supernatural Fanmix: Cold Desert
Dean Winchester + Castiel + Dean/Castiel
Alt. rock with a couple of David Archuleta songs thrown in for good measure.
11 songs
1. Cold Desert | 2. Be My Escape | 3. Pretty Little Angel
This is the first in what will (I think) be a set of 3 fanmixes relating to 5.14. In my opinion, there are a couple of ways that a relationship between Dean and Castiel could develop after 5.14. The first is ~Castiel healing Dean and making him whole again.~ Although I love that idea, this is most definitely not that fanmix. This is a fanmix that shows how a broken Dean and a Castiel bitter at the world (betrayed by his family, losing his mojo, etc.) could create a volatile relationship. It demonstrates a relationship that basically has them both angry at the world and trying but failing to use each other as an escape from that. I've also included some character study songs, so this mix has three parts: Dean, Castiel and Dean/Castiel. I also realize that a lot of these songs also fit really well with 5.04, so if you don't like this particular interpretation of 5.14, if you prefer you can think of this as a really late to the party 5.04 mix. Apologies for the crappy cover art; computer graphics making is not my forte.
DEAN:
Dead Skin // Crossfade
I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin
I'm not sure where to begin why can't I begin again
I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin
Can I sleep 'til then
Phenobarbital and alcohol these two surely will do
To knock me out keep me down at least a day or two
When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become
And it's more than I can bear some days I pray someone will blow me away
Desperate // David Archuleta
You're reaching out
And no one hears you cry
You're freaking out again
'Cause all your fears remind you
Another dream has come undone
You feel so small and lost
Like you're the only one
You wanna scream 'cause you're desperate
You want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on your soul tonight
Fences // Paramore
You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from
Don't you know by now? You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying
No One Knows // Queens of the Stone Age
I journey through the desert
Of the mind
With no hope
...
Pleasently caving in
I come undone
Falling // David Archuleta
I try to chase the memories away
But they haunt me every day
I hope I get over this phase
'Cuz I'm stuck inside this haze
All I need is a simple lift
Such a sweet and precious gift
So I don't lose it all before
What I have left is nothing more
Leader of Men // Nickelback
Tell your friends not to think aloud
Until they swallow
Whisper things into my brain
Your voice sounds so hollow
I am not a leader of men
Since I prefer to follow
Do you think I could have a drink
Since it's so hard to swallow
CASTIEL:
Chop Suey! // System of a Down
Father into your hands,
I commend my spirit,
Father into your hands,
Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh,
Trust in my self-righteous suicide,
I cry when angels deserve to die
DEAN/CASTIEL:
Woke Up This Morning // Nickelback
I paid my last respects this morning on an early grave
Already said goodbye... nothin' left to say
A tiny church, a tiny town and not a tear was spent
Not how I wanted it... I'm hating all of this
Now I know why I hide my love from you somedays
No I don't mind keeping this bottled inside me
You came along and tore this wall down around me
Looks like you found me... now I know why
I felt like shit when I woke up this morning
Control // Puddle of Mudd
I think you know all of the rules
there's no expressions on your face
I hope that some day you will let me go
Release me from my dirty cage
I need to feel you
You need to feel me
I can't control you
You're not the one for me, no
Figured You Out // Nickelback
I like the freckles on your chest
And I like the way you like me best
And I like the way you're not impressed,
While you put me to the test
...
And I love your lack of self respect
While you're passed out on the deck
I love my hands around your neck
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
Cold Desert // Kings of Leon
Jesus don't love me, no one ever carried my load
I'm too young to feel this old
Here's to you, here's to me
On to us, nobody knows
Nobody sees, nobody but me
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Alt. rock with a couple of David Archuleta songs thrown in for good measure.
11 songs
1. Cold Desert | 2. Be My Escape | 3. Pretty Little Angel
This is the first in what will (I think) be a set of 3 fanmixes relating to 5.14. In my opinion, there are a couple of ways that a relationship between Dean and Castiel could develop after 5.14. The first is ~Castiel healing Dean and making him whole again.~ Although I love that idea, this is most definitely not that fanmix. This is a fanmix that shows how a broken Dean and a Castiel bitter at the world (betrayed by his family, losing his mojo, etc.) could create a volatile relationship. It demonstrates a relationship that basically has them both angry at the world and trying but failing to use each other as an escape from that. I've also included some character study songs, so this mix has three parts: Dean, Castiel and Dean/Castiel. I also realize that a lot of these songs also fit really well with 5.04, so if you don't like this particular interpretation of 5.14, if you prefer you can think of this as a really late to the party 5.04 mix. Apologies for the crappy cover art; computer graphics making is not my forte.
DEAN:
Dead Skin // Crossfade
I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin
I'm not sure where to begin why can't I begin again
I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin
Can I sleep 'til then
Phenobarbital and alcohol these two surely will do
To knock me out keep me down at least a day or two
When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become
And it's more than I can bear some days I pray someone will blow me away
Desperate // David Archuleta
You're reaching out
And no one hears you cry
You're freaking out again
'Cause all your fears remind you
Another dream has come undone
You feel so small and lost
Like you're the only one
You wanna scream 'cause you're desperate
You want somebody, just anybody
To lay their hands on your soul tonight
Fences // Paramore
You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from
Don't you know by now? You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have
And it's obvious that you're dying, dying
No One Knows // Queens of the Stone Age
I journey through the desert
Of the mind
With no hope
...
Pleasently caving in
I come undone
Falling // David Archuleta
I try to chase the memories away
But they haunt me every day
I hope I get over this phase
'Cuz I'm stuck inside this haze
All I need is a simple lift
Such a sweet and precious gift
So I don't lose it all before
What I have left is nothing more
Leader of Men // Nickelback
Tell your friends not to think aloud
Until they swallow
Whisper things into my brain
Your voice sounds so hollow
I am not a leader of men
Since I prefer to follow
Do you think I could have a drink
Since it's so hard to swallow
CASTIEL:
Chop Suey! // System of a Down
Father into your hands,
I commend my spirit,
Father into your hands,
Why have you forsaken me,
In your eyes forsaken me,
In your thoughts forsaken me,
In your heart forsaken, me oh,
Trust in my self-righteous suicide,
I cry when angels deserve to die
DEAN/CASTIEL:
Woke Up This Morning // Nickelback
I paid my last respects this morning on an early grave
Already said goodbye... nothin' left to say
A tiny church, a tiny town and not a tear was spent
Not how I wanted it... I'm hating all of this
Now I know why I hide my love from you somedays
No I don't mind keeping this bottled inside me
You came along and tore this wall down around me
Looks like you found me... now I know why
I felt like shit when I woke up this morning
Control // Puddle of Mudd
I think you know all of the rules
there's no expressions on your face
I hope that some day you will let me go
Release me from my dirty cage
I need to feel you
You need to feel me
I can't control you
You're not the one for me, no
Figured You Out // Nickelback
I like the freckles on your chest
And I like the way you like me best
And I like the way you're not impressed,
While you put me to the test
...
And I love your lack of self respect
While you're passed out on the deck
I love my hands around your neck
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
Cold Desert // Kings of Leon
Jesus don't love me, no one ever carried my load
I'm too young to feel this old
Here's to you, here's to me
On to us, nobody knows
Nobody sees, nobody but me
DOWNLOAD (61.4 MB)
SENDSPACE | MEDIAFIRE