are you sure it says forgive, and not “Attention / Guilt”? If you wanted to stop you would of and if you were a true cutter you wouldn’t be proud of what you have done. And sure as hell wouldn’t be taken pictures of it. You know if you really did stop you might not have people feeling sorry for you. Last I checked it was just lines and not words also last I new you were lien saying everything was fine. I guess the blonde is getting to my brain. I just find it shitty as hell and tacky as fuck to have that up and I guess that’s why it got to me. I don’t see how you can be so selfish sometimes hun, I really don’t think you would kill your self but I can say that with knowing that the last person in the world I thought would ever DID… so you just might one day and id be the one that felt responsible yet again. You have people to go to when things are wrong you just don’t like what they have to say and its a lot easier to sit there with your music and mark away at your self so then someone feels sorry for you
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Tyler...look i know you're so mad at me. i understand completely...its just that you and i...it hurts so badly.....and im sorry i dont know its just a crush........................and i know you wont ever believe me but iw as going to see what happened at school this year but Ty i just cant because i know id always second guess you and youd second guess me so i guess i just hope that you're able to face me without hating me. im sorry i really am you've been my best friend since day one and i dont know what i would do without you somewhere in my life...i really dont.............im here...waiting around fo ryou to at least call me and tell me you hate me. i hope that you can see that you and i scares me. i cant do it. not anymore...i care about you too much to let myself be with you again okay?? and thats honesty you cut me so deep when youre angry upset mad hurt sick...anything i fucking care so much that i cant let myself do it again because if we were to be us and then over again i really dont think id make it. thats why i wouldnt
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