Oh Living In Paradise

[kneepads]

Well, it has been quite some time since I have made an update. I'm pretty sure that everyone is pretty caught up in my life though. Maybe, maybe not. I've been spending a lot of time dwelling on the past lately. I don't want to move on, not at all, especially when I feel like there is nothing to move towards. I feel as if I have flat lined and

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[missbellarose]

aw babe.. I'm sorry things aren't great. Maybe you should go to college somewhere.. you know? Start dorming at BSU or something. You make soo many friends and it's just.. I don't know. feels like you're going in at least some sort of direction.
love you.

[kneepads]

See that's the thing, if I could do something about my misery, I would. I am here in Idaho Falls for a reason, and that's my mom. But, I'm Chrissy Brocker, and Chrissy Brocker always takes a shitty situation and can make it better. So I'll probably just start taking classes here in January. I mean life isn't all that bad for me, I'm just a big fat cry baby and always want to be somewhere else. You know me. Anyway, I'll be needing a change of scenery sometime around Christmas or so, so I'll start saving for a ticket to Hawaii so I can come see you!

[missbellarose]

Yea, I know you can make whatever situation really great if you put your mind to it. Or at least as great as it can be. And just think about your mother and how much better it must be for her with her daughter there. That's got to be so inspirational and helpful in her long recovery process.. so you're doing a really good thing being there. And yes, you can always start taking some classes spring semester.
love ya.

[bluegreen]

Baby!!
you are amazing, i wanna hear about your bf...
and you are super right, you always make the best come out of bad things. I miss you!