We leave the sound on, 'cause silence is harder...

[kjsilopanna]

Insomnia blows. I shouldn't be awake right now. Really, I shouldn't. It's half past three in the fucking morning. Nyah.

I've been feeling somewhat prolific lately: I churned out a couple projects for school, took a few exams (and did well on both--bam!), and sent my resume out to a few places in search of summer employment (and I landed an interview

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[severina2001]

Knowing that I could never do anything horrific to my beloved characters is one of the ways I know I'll never really be a writer. I think the very fact that you envisioned that scene proves that you will.

I was chomping at the bit to get out into the 'real world', so I can't say that I understand your trepidation. You will make a difference, just believe that. :)

[kjsilopanna]

*hugs* You always know how to make a girl feel good, you know that? =)

(BTW, you totally have what it takes to really be a writer. Hell, you already are one! Book deals and all that jazz are meaningless in the grand scheme of things--all that matters is that you touch people, and you definitely have that covered. I have a whole fandom that'll back me up on that one.)

[severina2001]

You're not so bad at that "making a girl feel good" thing yourself. :D

HEY

[lovebeingcheer]

Hey girl,

How was your Easter? I think this was the first one where I did not have to spend the night at my church. It was great. I am in Soul Searchers again this year and it is driving me crazy. Scott and Nicole Hughes have started letting kids in Elementary School in and it is interesting. I hate teaching choreography in general but then you add to that little kids and it is a nightmare! SO I miss you so much man...I dont have my Caitlin there to deal with all this shit. So on a different note your sex class sounds so awesome. If I had a teacher who went looking for fetishes I would think that was fucking awesome!!!! TTYL hun.

Re: HEY

[kjsilopanna]

HEY!!!! OMG, it's been forever! It's so crazy to think that there are little kids in Soul Searchers now, but hey, I'm sure Scott and Nicole will make it work.

I threw an Easter brunch here at school with some friends, and I missed our lilly pollen pranks. =S We should drive up to Boston and ambush David! He'd totally be freaked out, haha.

Re: HEY

[lovebeingcheer]

That would be awesome to drive up and get his allergies going! He must have hated us for doing that to him every year.

[severina2001]

Does it make me a bad person if I would have liked to see that scene with Gus?

If that makes you a bad person, then I am a bad person right alongside you. I would LOVE to read that scene. I just don't think I could ever ever write it.

[kjsilopanna]

Hey! Yeah, I've been totally MIA, and the other night I was looking for something to do (because it was the first weekend in months where I didn't have a game or work or some other crazy commitment, haha) and I was like...*gasps* LJ land!

I totally don't think you're a bad person for wanting to read the Gus scene. I mean, I didn't think I was going to have a hard time with it at all because I secretly love a good death!fic. There's this B/J ficlet by Erin, "And We Die", that is one of my favorites of all time. It's so concisely written and painful, you know? Beautiful. The Gus thing threw me for a loop, but now that I'm seeing the support and reassurance that I'm not sick in the head, I'll have to have another crack at it.

"Oedipus" is such a good song, OMG. I'm partial to "Bartender", "Rejazz", and "Reading Time With Pickle", as well. The range of her music and her sound is phenomenal, isn't it?

[kjsilopanna]

Hee hee, everyone loves zombies! Shaun of the Dead was on last night, too--it was like the universe was trying to nudge me back to the undead-ness!

Love that icon, BTW. =)