my boss made me cry today. i've never had a boss really care about how i am doing. we did some good talking about things that are going on and i feel much better about work now.

there might be a ray of sunshine in my shitty future. my friend derek called me last night saying that he might be kicking his roomie out soon and that if he did i was more than welcome to come fill her spot. i really don't want to have to try and get a job far away that might pay lots more. i'm not realy to say goodbye to the few people i have ( Read more... )

so i am deciding to omit what has happened as of late except for last night and my thoughts and feeling about it. so last night the bomb shell that one of my roomies was moving out next week because she lost her job was enough to freak out about, but the nuke that imprinted my shadow on the walls was that the other roomie decided that basically ( Read more... )

you ever wonder why you reach to the bottom of the well to help someone and all they have to do is raise their hand but instead they choose to bite that hand off....why do we keep reaching and when do we learn to pull that arm back and wrap up the wounds? i'm sorry you decided to fuck your life up david, but in no way does that give you the right ( Read more... )

i'm fat i'm sick and i'm in deep shit. i was short $100.00 last night at work and i'm afraid i might loose my job if i don't find it. i didn't sleep cause i was worrying and i didn't eat cause the thought of food made me nausous from freaking out. i really just want to crawl into bed and never wake. i can;t fit into my clotes anymore and this whole ( Read more... )

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!

i love...FLASH ANIMATION!!!

i really want a spa treatment...like bad, i have this need to be rubbed down and massaged. i'de probably fall asleep to it but oh i want one. brain gave me one the other night abd it felt sooo good. i really want an oil treatment or somthing but i foot massage feels soo good...hell anythign really, if you wanna give it i wanna take it.

i love....SOY!!!

going on day 3 of retail therapy and i feel great :)