I think I know what you're talking about. I was in one place for five years once. I got such severe cabin fever that I had a mental breakdown; I was angry and felt so restricted by the people, by the town, by everything that I would just cry and rage. It wasn't good, and I'm feeling it again in just my second year at college :/ Just want to... go someplace else. Where no one knows me but family. Is this what you're feeling?
YES. i feel so trapped. like i'm out of options. i need somewhere new. i don't want to stay here and get new friends, bc i would still see my old ones and be sad i'm not friends with them. i need to LEAVE so i can have new friends but keep the old ones by "keeping in touch" so that i can leave them without hard feelings. IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW cabinfevercabinfever
i seriously am panicking. i need to get OUT and i'm not even done with year ONE. HOW AM I GOING TO LAST THREE MORE!?
i think its because in HS it took me FOREVER to get close to people. so when we left i didn't want to because i still felt like i had room to move and get closer. here, though... i think i got too close too fast and now i'm freaking out because they all KNOW me like no one really has before, or like i've known them for so much longer. and so its time to LEAVE because whenever i've reached this level with people i leave. inevitably. always. and now i've peaked too soon? and i'm scared and claustrophobic and just want to RUN and and and and
oh my god i'm giving myself an anxiety attack. hahaha i need to stop rambling about this or i'll freak out. K LOVE YA BYE
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I think I know what you're talking about. I was in one place for five years once. I got such severe cabin fever that I had a mental breakdown; I was angry and felt so restricted by the people, by the town, by everything that I would just cry and rage. It wasn't good, and I'm feeling it again in just my second year at college :/ Just want to... go someplace else. Where no one knows me but family. Is this what you're feeling?
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i don't want to stay here and get new friends, bc i would still see my old ones and be sad i'm not friends with them. i need to LEAVE so i can have new friends but keep the old ones by "keeping in touch" so that i can leave them without hard feelings.
IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW
cabinfevercabinfever
i seriously am panicking. i need to get OUT and i'm not even done with year ONE. HOW AM I GOING TO LAST THREE MORE!?
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oh my god i'm giving myself an anxiety attack. hahaha i need to stop rambling about this or i'll freak out.
K LOVE YA BYE
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