Well...this is going to be my farewell update. I'm kind of tired of this right now. It's become to public. I know it's supposed to be public but I just can't speak my mind anymore for some reason. So I'm withdrawing from this at least for a while. see ya!

I know that I'm trowing myself alot of pitty parties latly but danmit I feel like it. So, I told this guy, and I'll go right ahead and name him, Kirk, that I liked him. You see the key word there is liked. I told him and he gave me the whole "It's not you, it's me." speech, what bull shit. I have decided to make a list of all things that should ( Read more... )

I know that I probably have no right to complain but this is my journal so I will. I feel like my life is spinning out of control, slowly but surely. I just feel like I need to take a day and sort things out. I think I might try and do that this Saturday. I don't know. I'm getting ready to only have 12 hrs. since I'm dropping my science class ( Read more... )

So for english one day we had to write a one page thing telling our values like we we're giving advice...so here's mine ( Read more... )

I decided to update while I'm drunk agian...it's 4 something in the morning and I have to get up for a performance at 12...this is going to be interesting. So it's been an interesting week and I weill make an entry about it tomorrow when I'm sober...:)

So...it's only sun. morning and I've already had probably the best weekend I've had here thus far! I've met loads of new people. It all started with this blind date that I had. It wasn't really a blind date for me because I knew what he looked like. This kids name is Tim...he's a really cool guy. It's really weird how much we have in common... ( Read more... )

I have been waiting all day to update!!! I just have to tell everyone who I saw last night. So, I went to skybar because it was "alternative night" in other words gay night. They played nothing but 80s music, techno and stuff like "We are Family". And yes the stereotype is true gay men go crazy when Madonna comes on...and I mean CRAZY!!! OK, ( Read more... )

It is now time for me to deliver bad news and good news once again. First the good news...I'm coming home this weekend!!! This is good news for my dearest friend Courtney yay!!!! We can hang out. And I'll get to go to drips so that's good news for Tommy, Justin, and whom ever else. Now for the bad news...I'm coming home this weekend. The reason ( Read more... )

I'm not having problems thinking positive about this whole flag thing. We had an all day camp and it was so much fun. It was just like being in high school. We don't have an instructor so we have to make up our own...ring a bell!!! I also got to pick out my own uniform!! I love it, it is so hot! So I'm happy at this point in time.

So I'm still being negative about this whole flag thing. After last night I just can't help it. I'm so soar today because we high stepped for 10 minutes. In case you don't know what high stepping is, it is when you bring your leg up high enough to where your upper leg is paralell with the ground. WTF!!!! This is what I get for switching ( Read more... )