Exhibit a: Changeling

[kittenboo]

It's always there, or else it feels like it is always there, when it is there. I forget. I forget what it's like to not have it. To not have it seep through my pores. Dripping onto the floor, covering me, encasing me, caressing my shoulders, my back. Whispering sweet nothings into my ear

Comments

[eeyore_grrl]

"I can be whole again tomorrow. In the grand scheme of life, what does one night, one time really matter?" Great line. I know the feeling.

Well written.

Stay strong. Stay whole.

[kittenboo]

i'm sorry you know that feeling too, thank you for such kind words.

[kandigurl]

I can relate to the feeling of it being easier to be sad, to give into the easy choice. I hope you find something that helps push you back into happiness. <3

[myrna_bird]

So much inner turmoil!

[halfshellvenus]

Like I can't take any more, not one more thing. Which is crazy because there is no pile of fucking things. There is just me, just me alone. Me alone, with no distractions.
It's amazing the strenth emotions and being at war with oneself has, and it can be every bit as powerful as real, substantial 'things' in how it effects you.

[beldarzfixon]

This echoes a lot of what has been in my head the past couple of years -- I can't say I'm unbroken, but I've been given some glue.