fire

[kittenboo]

Sometimes I think of the Robert Fulghum story "It was on fire when I lay down on it" and I understand. Sometimes I think if my bed was on fire I really would lay down on it anyway. I really would let it just take me away

Comments

[mme_furiosa]

Believe it or not, I know exactly how you feel, minus the baby part.

You do know how to strike a chord.

Edit, second paragraph:Sometimes I can not bare the silence...

Did you mean bear?

[kittenboo]

thank you I fixed it, not enough time with these deadlines to go over everything as much as I usually do!

a good number of my entries have been about how I felt at a particular time. This one is actually how i feel right now, but it'll pass, it always does.

[kittenboo]

exactly, I have actually never been suicidal, never taken any steps in that direction. but there are many times when the words "i wish I was dead" are just comforting

[elvenforever]

With you in spirit. *hugs*

[kittenboo]

*hugs* right back :)

[elvenforever]

Thanks. :)

[rheastarr]

I have to agree with the comments so far. Lately your writing has really struck a cord with me. Esp this one [also minus the baby part - although between cat and boy it feels like more]...

*hug*