lj idol 4 : topic 29e : running out

[kittenboo]

You. You sit before me and I can see in your face you are full of words

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[spydielives]

*blinks*

I feel this way when I read others; I live this way some times. Words fail me, or I perhaps I have failed them.

Bravo.

[kittenboo]

thank you, I go through phases like that. That's how I felt before starting this competition actually.

[archway]

THAT is the most image rich piece I have read of your work yet. I dig writing that makes me want to paint. I saw so much of this as future canvases.

THAT ROCKS. Thank you.

[kittenboo]

you are very welcome :)

[rock_princess98]

hi heather. your wird entry rocked asssss!

[kittenboo]

hi right back, glad you liked it

[elvenforever]

Whoa. I think this is the heaviest thing you've written so far. Full of curiosity about what you're describing, but don't feel like you have to share it. Wow.

[kittenboo]

what I'm describing isn't very dramatic or interesting, if I tell you will it ruin it for you?

[elvenforever]

No, I really want to know. I'm interested in you as a person, not what you can do to entertain me. :)

[kittenboo]

A bunch of years ago I was feeling very closed off, empty, probably depressed. Although at the time I didn't really understand what was going on with me.

I was getting ready to move and wouldn't be seeing my friends for awhile. We all stayed up late talking a few days before I had to leave. And i found myself listening to one of my friends talk and feeling like I had nothing to say, feeling like I was completely empty inside, out of touch with everything going on with me.

He was telling me all these stories about all this stuff going on in his life and I just didn't even know what to say back to him. I just felt lost, like i had lost all my words.

It was very weird and upsetting for me, because I am a talker. Once you get me started I don't shut up.

Since then i have felt that way, but i recognize it now for what it is/ A closing off of feeling, a shutting down, because things are too tough or because I'm getting depressed or whatever.

So there you go :)

[eqfe]

been there very well done.

[kittenboo]

thank you again kind sir