lj idol 4 : Topic 7 : best friend : hug monkey

[kittenboo]

I open the package and take out Hug Monkey. I can't yet buy/accept gifts for the unborn baby that will one day be Indy. I can't yet imagine this pregnancy is real or that I am capable of carrying this baby to term. I am disconnected from it, like it is happening to someone else.

But scottchurch said this gift is for me, not the baby. I take out the little

Comments

[rosepurr]

This is the neatest story.

[kittenboo]

why thank you :)

[kellfire]

Hug Monkey sounds very cool!

I had 4 miscarriages and very much understand the pain and the not believing it's real until it happens. I was on pins and needles with both my kids and didn't believe it until I saw them. Thanks for sharing! And keep writing.

I originally friended you thru therealljidol, but both my boyfriend and I have had shoots with scottchurch, so it's almost like a real life connection *g*

[kittenboo]

wow, that connection is wild!

Thank you nfor reading and sharing :)

[evslilnympho]

Aww, Heather, your post is so beautiful and touching on so many levels. It's really amazing that you can open and bare your soul like you have been doing.

While I never suffered the sadness and loss of a miscarriage, I can share the sense of heartbreak and the fear that the pregnancy will never actually result in a baby..this post just made me tear up, because I completely connected with your feelings. This is my favorite post so far.

*hugs to you* You are such an amazing Mommy. Indy is so lucky to have you.

[kittenboo]

oh wow, thank you so much. i love your icon, by the way

[rolette]

This is a truly heart-warming story. I agree wholeheartedly with evslilnympho.

*hug*

[kittenboo]

awww thank you sweetie!

[wyrdwriter]

You know, I find myself scrolling through looking for your LJIdol entries now.

This is Beautiful. You write beautifully and the emotion and Soul is so very There.

As always,
Love your post.

Thank you for sharing another piece of yourself...

[kittenboo]

wow, your comment really touched me. thank you for reading and sharing this journey with me :)