So within the past month or so I've become more socially and because of it a lot happier.  I don't just stay in my room all night and just watch tv or watch my computer screen hoping someone interesting will sign on to AIM. Now every Tuesday I have a group of friends I hang out with and play dorky games and watch a movie and eat pizza with.  The ( Read more... )

Ok, so now I'm not having the surgery due to a bunch of mumbo jumbo that I really don't want to repeat again.  I'm thrilled that I don't have to have the surgery, but I'm also majorly pissed that I've been on this damn emotional rollercoaster since hearing that I needed surgery.  My body feels like it wants to die.  I'm still stressed out.  So yeah ( Read more... )

Ok, so I'm really pissed at my old job at Cold Stone now.  I liked that job, even thought the boss was a good guy, NOT!!  So most of you know I hurt my wrist, well, it's become so bad that tmr. I have to go in for surgery.  This damn injury is costing my family a lot.  I first went to physical therapy for a few weeks, probably costing somewhere ( Read more... )

Roses are wilting
Violets are dead,
Valentines is meaningless,
and that's all she said

I'm everybody's friend, and nobody's lover...

1. List some things you want to say to 15 different people but you know you probably never will ( Read more... )

You don't know me.

Almost everyday I'm becoming more and more set upon creating a new life in Italy and raising a family there eventually. There's so much here I just want to get away from, and so much there that I just fantasize about, and if you've noticed my AIM profile lately, I'm in love with fantasies.

Ok, so lately, I've been having the greatest time. I won't tell you how, but damn, things are going a lot better. Last night I went dancing and I had the time of my life. I have confidence and I'm smiling and I was asked to dance by guys and I got the courage to ask guys to dance. I was so hot last night (heat, not looks). Oh, and there was ( Read more... )

Emotions just get in the way...