This is what happens when I read too much psychology and philosophy in a short period of time.

[kitsunesan]

And believe me, you're getting the dramatically shortened version of the whole mental spiel that led to this. XD But while driving home from work today, I think I accidentally stumbled across my life philosophy. So, being self-involved the way I am, I assume that you all want to hear it, so I'm going to share it with you. :D

Comments

[shoebox_addict]

Existence is suffering. Living (as opposed to just existing) is finding joy in it anyway.

Wow, bb. Wow. That was deep. I'm copying that down.

This is awesome, bb. I'm glad you're working some things out and I'm glad that you're feeling better lately! <333333333

[kitsunesan]

*lol* Usually I'm about as deep as the back side of a spoon. X3 But I can't ever seem to turn my brain off, so something interesting was bound to come out eventually. ♥

[shoebox_addict]

Hahaha! Oh, that's very good. XD Seriously, though, really poignant entry. <3

[greenpixiehair]

And so much to be proud of, don't forget.

(Hey, you! It's been a while. Man, I am glad people other than me spend too much time thinking along these lines. And I'm glad your conclusion is so... lovely.)

[kitsunesan]

OMG woman, I have missed you so much! *clings* I think we've both sort of wandered off and been doing our own things lately. Don't forget to sign into MSN every once and a while if you're around. <3<3<3

[greenpixiehair]

Me toooo! My laptop broke and my family's computer has a facist filtering system. So I literally could not get on lj for a month.

Ohh, yes, I will!

[kitsunesan]

You poor thing! *comforts* Is it better yet?

[holly_cullen]

You seem to be one of those people who doesn't deserve to have any suffering at all in your life. Yay for positive views on existence.

[kitsunesan]

Aw, you're so sweet. *nuzzles*

[emotionalwench]

I agree with you completely, babe, and I think that if more people realized this, the world would be a much better, happier, less whiny place. Kudos to you for being self-aware and for deciding to make your own happiness. <3

[kitsunesan]

Thanks darling~! <3 *snuggles*

[emotionalwench]

*snuggles you back* I wish I were in NJ with you. We would have so much fun.

[kitsunesan]

We really would. Or we would just spend endless hours watching Daily Show clips. Which, to be fair, would also be lots of fun. ;3

[southerngaelic]

....See, I love this about you. Your intelligence and how you focus on being positive despite everything. I love your spirit and your big brain, Kit <3

ALSO!: I remember a while back you said you had an almost-fully formed Stephen/Allison fic in your head. Any luck with that? I miss your writing :(

[kitsunesan]

Aw, you're such a sweetheart. *hugs* Thank you. <3 As far as the story goes, I did start writing it and got a few good pages in, but I haven't even thought about it in quite some time. While I've still been obsessively watching the shows and fangirling just as much as ever, I've completely fallen out of active fandom. I miss it a lot, but I just haven't been able to work up the time and gumption to get back into it. My involvement in stuff like this ebbs and flows, and it's just on an ebb right now. Hopefully I'll start getting back into it soon.

[southerngaelic]

Ah, okay. I hope your muse wakes up soon. I'll reread Distractions until that awesome day :D

PS: Stephen in Vancouver, yay! <33

[kitsunesan]

I really need to try and remember to watch him on NBC tomorrow, especially since I have the whole day off and absolutely nothing better to do. :3