i'm sorry i love you
Yoochun / Jaejoong
318 words. g
Yoochun keeps saying sorry.
Jaejoong keeps telling Yoochun to shut up.
Yoochun keeps looking down.
Jaejoong keeps looking at Yoochun.
“I’m sorry.”
“Why are you saying sorry?”
“Because you seem to be angry.”
“I’m just angry because you keep saying sorry.”
“I’m ...”
“Don’t say sorry!” Jaejoong shouts.
“Jaejoong,” Yoochun says after something that seemed like a year, “I’m sorry i love you.”
Jaejoong leaves the room.
Yoochun turns around, looking at the mirror on the wall. His lips are drying out and he touches them with two fingers. The kiss just now, maybe it was just his imagination. Maybe he has been imagining everything up until now, how he unconsciously brought his lips to Jaejoong’s in that instant without thinking much and how he pulled away in fear and kept saying sorry.
Jaejoong comes back into the room, not saying anything. He takes Yoochun’s left arm and puts a bracelet around his thin wrist. “I got it fixed, the bracelet your brother gave you. Because you wouldn’t know how to do these things anyway.”
Yoochun wants to say something.
“I won’t forgive you if you say sorry.” Jaejoong interupts.
“Thank you.” Yoochun smiles into the heat of Jaejoong’s palms around his wrist.
“And,” Jaejoong stands up, looking down at Yoochun’s red eyes, “i kissed you back, not just because you initiated it, but because i was sure that there would definitely be one day, soon, when i wouldn’t be able to hold back anymore and kiss you first.”
Yoochun feels his vision become blurry and he tries to stop his hands’ tremble.
“I have loved you for a long time, Yoochun, much longer than you’ve loved me.”
No. I’ve loved you ever since we first met. Yoochun’s words are stuck somewhere between his heart and his throat. But Jaejoong heard them anyway.
"I'm sorry, but next time i'll be the one who kisses you." Jaejoong says, smiling.
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Comments and critism are very much appreciated and thank you for reading :)
318 words. g
Yoochun keeps saying sorry.
Jaejoong keeps telling Yoochun to shut up.
Yoochun keeps looking down.
Jaejoong keeps looking at Yoochun.
“I’m sorry.”
“Why are you saying sorry?”
“Because you seem to be angry.”
“I’m just angry because you keep saying sorry.”
“I’m ...”
“Don’t say sorry!” Jaejoong shouts.
“Jaejoong,” Yoochun says after something that seemed like a year, “I’m sorry i love you.”
Jaejoong leaves the room.
Yoochun turns around, looking at the mirror on the wall. His lips are drying out and he touches them with two fingers. The kiss just now, maybe it was just his imagination. Maybe he has been imagining everything up until now, how he unconsciously brought his lips to Jaejoong’s in that instant without thinking much and how he pulled away in fear and kept saying sorry.
Jaejoong comes back into the room, not saying anything. He takes Yoochun’s left arm and puts a bracelet around his thin wrist. “I got it fixed, the bracelet your brother gave you. Because you wouldn’t know how to do these things anyway.”
Yoochun wants to say something.
“I won’t forgive you if you say sorry.” Jaejoong interupts.
“Thank you.” Yoochun smiles into the heat of Jaejoong’s palms around his wrist.
“And,” Jaejoong stands up, looking down at Yoochun’s red eyes, “i kissed you back, not just because you initiated it, but because i was sure that there would definitely be one day, soon, when i wouldn’t be able to hold back anymore and kiss you first.”
Yoochun feels his vision become blurry and he tries to stop his hands’ tremble.
“I have loved you for a long time, Yoochun, much longer than you’ve loved me.”
No. I’ve loved you ever since we first met. Yoochun’s words are stuck somewhere between his heart and his throat. But Jaejoong heard them anyway.
"I'm sorry, but next time i'll be the one who kisses you." Jaejoong says, smiling.
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Comments and critism are very much appreciated and thank you for reading :)