one day the whole world looks like an open page...
and youve been dancing, as fast as you can with a smile on your face.
and thne the earth and the sky, they all fit together, and carry me away as light as a feather.well, havent updated in ages, i figured eh wtf ( Read more... )

the biggest fear in life is to lose.
to lose sometihng
to lose someone
to lose against others
to die is to lose
to lose is to die.
the end.

you cant run away from loss.

"Brain Stew ( Read more... )

fuck you iain.
that's all i gotta say.

i almost got to hit you with a van.
almost....

i lied when i said what i said.
i dont love you.
kiss my fucking ass. cockface.
eat shit and
hahaaaa......
deep down i'll always hurt

you'll never understand...

ugh...

discusting. i think about it and your not the one i really love.

fuck you...

waste of time.
~~

well,
im depressed.
sick.
pthetic as always <3 ( Read more... )

todayyyy=
prom dress shopping
fun, boring, ehh lots of screaming not to mention hot guys at the mall.
notihng fits right :/

thongs
lmfao yes, a thong.

screaming "heidi dum" for hours
and by george, did we ever!

singing "flavor of the week"
correction: screaming it and running down the street holding hands

email form chelseakins
yayyyy <3

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so yes, i finally get my opointment with a psychiatrist.
haha..
im avoiding.
im avoiding and i think im going to avoid forever.
i want to leave.
i have no time to put up with your shit.
i just got over it from before, and you do it again.
why the FUCK do you have the right to even talk to mekiss my ass ( Read more... )

IM AVOIDING YOU
im avoiding YOU YOU YOU YOU.
kiss my ass you lying shit, i hate you.
i hate you i hate you i hate you. fucker.
go CHEAT ON SOMEONE ELSE.
FAGGOT.
i HATE YOU SO MUCHFUCK YOU ( Read more... )

he didnt even read it.
he didnt even reply.
he doesnt even care
so here i am again.
hurt.
this happens every timeim all alone. and cold ( Read more... )