When Im studying I always stay up late. Unless, Ive got a exam in which case I sleep. I remember the days when I only needed about 5 hours sleep each night. Though nowadays I need a good sleep for some reason. Suxs]

note to self: get Dead Man's Shoes on dvd, and study hard

I want to see something and know that its true. I want to see beyond a face, a facade. Because it means fuck all. That dream on the 2/3 or maybe 1st morning, was completely human (I cant be certain what it was though obiviously). Thats why I question what is true. I don't want romance. If it costs a few smiles and a few sweet words, its far too ( Read more... )

Click to view

It might not exist. But then what is existance? Its more real than what I think "I" is.

I think my eldest kid is going to look nothing like me. I think she is going to be a girl. Like my mother in attitude, kinda like me. Book smart, because I imagined her flicking through a book. And her hair is going to be different texture to mine, though same colour, if not darker maybe (not sure). Her eye style are deffinately 100% not mine. Eye ( Read more... )

The remixs above aint as bad as epilepsy but at 2 am the first one gives abit of a head ache when u listen to it ( Read more... )

I wish I didn't care about the mistakes ive made, but i do.

ignore the writing on the vid, I had to write something to make it
Its 14mins long, but trust me, listen to it all
and chill

Because of my farting mention in my last post, when I was told about this, I thought of this place ( Read more... )

Click to view

But before then I am meant to lay down, close the eyelids, sleep, snore, fart, swallow a few bugs, and then eventually dream

God said to a man, if you endlessly meditate on me, I will grant you anything you want. The man wanted to be king of the entire world. So he started to endlessly meditate upon god because his desire for world domination was so strong. After many years, decades or maybe lifetimes, the man had done alot of meditation on god. God came to him and said ( Read more... )