Stress is the mind killer
Terrible, terrible day today confidence wise. I have a terrible sense of impending doom. Real anxiety. There is a huge amount of work to do, but so much that I am starting to feel paralysed by it all
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The worst of it has passed, and I spent a couple of hours in a car with my boss today going to and from a meeting in which I discussed all this with him. Things aren't going to get easier any time soon, but he is aware of how I feel and we have a plan for how to deal with my broken bits of brain that make it all seem worse than it is.
I also made my case to the FD for a pay rise today (my boss has requested it several times on my behalf, but seeing as I don't earn enough to live now I am not doing extra for AJ, I decided to press more). He has basically said I will get one, I will find out how much on Monday. Yay, go assertive, calm and reasonable me!
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