You turd, Oguri-san! :is watching Smile, ep6: You play a sonofabitch waaaay too convincingly ( Read more... )

Today has been epic fail. I started with good intentions, I really did. But I cut the tapes too short and left bubbles in the syringes and had made a silly entry error. Not huge things, easily fixable, but embarrassing for me ( Read more... )

It's finally beginning to act like summer outside. Even though it could be quite miserable, I'm enjoying it as much as possible because I know it'll only get cold again. Although this time, I'll be spending some of December in Florida, so all is not lost ( Read more... )

I'm falling out of love with my job, which is very disconcerting. I had planned on staying here for well...forever, really. But in the last month, I've felt myself change - a lot. And now there is a whole big unstable reality in front of me, and it's really quite scarey. I'm not entirely sure what to do now.

::beamy out::

I really don't understand it, and I'm even a little bit embarrassed, but Arashi no Shukudai-kun never fails to cheer me up, even when I don't need cheering up.

Ok, I lied. I'm really embarrassed.

I'm falling in love with Arashi.

::beamy out::

I consider myself a picky eater. I've been thinking about it a lot later. I jump at the chance to eat chemically altered food. I enjoy processed tidbits. But to eat something natural, like a bug, a cow tongue, or a fish? GTFO ( Read more... )

So many thoughts have been going through my head and I keep telling myself to write them down, but I don't. I suppose they are less thoughts and more impressions, which make it more difficult to articulate ( Read more... )

It's been a rather self defeating week. I've felt off internally, and perhaps that leaked to other situations that didn't necessarily need to happen. I told Annette that I didn't feel like I belonged at the moment. I think most of those feelings can be traced back to not taking one of my pills ( Read more... )

A girl might have a crush on a boy.

Simple?

Not so much.

At least everyone speaks very highly of said boy. But said girl is no more harmless than a butterfly, thus nothing will happen, which is cause for joy because girl is so scared, that she don't show it.

Therapy, btw, has been enlightening.

::beamy out::

I think the thing that sucks the most about this year is the predictability. I've taken huge steps forward, waited for the other shoe to drop, and found that not only the shoe but my pants as well fell victim to the cruel mistress that is gravity. That is, I lost more that I gained with every step. And I knew it. Even after I learned to keep my ( Read more... )