you can't trust anyone.

[kinnonme]

This is what happens when you trust people. You trust, and you make commitments, and you're happy and they just...

So I've no place to live. I can't go back home, since I have some disagreements with my family. Should be interesting come Christmas break. I'm not afraid to stand up to my family when I disgree.I feel sick to my stomach. I can't eat

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[hunting_realism]

*wants to say something but doesn't want to make everything worse so he just keeps walking*

[kinnonme]

*tries to look angry but nearly bursts into sobs again*

[ohsogiddy]

*rounds the corner and bumps into Marlene*

Oh Christ McKinnon, sorry I-*looks at her* ...Are you...Marlene you look God awful, what's the matter?

[kinnonme]

*looks at floor*

Fine. I'm fine. I'm okay, I'm fine.

I just--*sighs and leans against wall*

I hate this place. I want to go home.

[ohsogiddy]

If you're so fine, why can't you look me in the eye when you say it?
You're not. No one is anymore
Oh God...I heard; about Lionel I mean...

[kinnonme]

*sighs, defeated*

I'm not fine.

*looks up at Gideon, eyes beginning to tear*

I miss the old Lionel.

[kinnonme]

Yeah, I know. I'm just completely... yeah. I was overreacting, I'm sorry.

*rolls eyes* I doubt Sirius would want to have a heart to heart with me about families.

[kinnonme]

*smiles shyly* Thanks, Remus. I...I really appreciate it.

It really sucks for us halfbloods, doesn't it?

[wandsandbones]

Marlene, you know you can always talk to me. I know I'm not as... y'know... as Lionel and Lily but... Well... If you need to talk...

Also, my offer of lodging in my house is still open.

[kinnonme]

No, I know. I just want to talk to someone who isn't as emotional about this as I am.

*smiles a bit* Thanks, Amelia.

[wandsandbones]

Okay... Well... I can pretend to be unaffected, if you want... *attempt at a hopeful smile*

It's okay. *hugs her*

[kinnonme]

No point in pretending you're not hurt.

*sighs*

[vancealot]

Oh, Mar, hell.

Don't you even think about... Dammit. Stay with us, because losing one is enough, and losing another may stop this thing before it starts. You've sacrificed so much, Mar, so much more than most of us, and don't let it be in vain?

You know you're always welcome to stay with me--Mum still calls me Marlene when I'm doing something she especially likes. *half-grin*

[kinnonme]

No, I know, I can't go home, I WON'T go home, but it just hurts to be around here, at the same time.

*smile breaks through her tears* Your mum is so awesome.

[vancealot]

I was more talking about the "so what if I die?" sort of thing, but going home would also be bad.

Yeah, I know, lovey. *hugs* Let me know if you want to talk, or whatever you need. I know I'm not Cordell, or Lily, but hey. I could always whip out something along the lines of frosting.

Isn't she, though? Genetics are such lovely things. *poses*

[kinnonme]

Oh. Yeah. Well, I was being overdramatic as I usually am when I'm depressed, so don't worry. I won't actually try to throw myself off any high towers or stairwells, no worries.

Frosting? *can't help but grin*

*lets out a laugh* You're so goofy. Dunno what I'd do without you, mate.