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kinkyjedi

memories...

Sep 19, 2006 22:20

This week has been kind of emotional for me. I've seen that a lot of my friends are having emotional times as well. I've been thinking alot about my friends from the past that never kept in touch, my grandparents passing away a few years back, and my family and friends not being as close as I'd like. It's really hard for me when I start thinking ( Read more... )

sad, depressed, family, alex, memories, grandparents, death, friends, frank

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Everything will be alright... kinkyjedi September 21 2006, 02:33:50 UTC

I suppose it just helps to hear it sometimes. Sometimes you just get in a funk after some frustrations that get you to thinking about sad things. I know it will be ok...sometimes when I get in these moods, the more I push things away so as not to deal with them the more pain they cause. Blahhhh...[shakes away negativity] There, that feels a little better.

inanna_astrea September 20 2006, 16:20:36 UTC

Oh my dear friend... I am sorry that you too are hurting over a loss here recently. Well, several losses. Don't lose your creativity ambitions because you feel guilty. You should feel honored and it is a good way to remember how encouraging your grandparents were in that department. I know for a fact that they would be so proud of your cake making. It is a form of art and you are getting to be so fantastic at it.

I love you much. As for the friend in HS/college. Life gets in the way sometimes. I'm sorry that he is not in your life anymore and that it is possibly because of your sexuality. I am sure that hurts the most. Not knowing.

I see a wonderfully talented kind-hearted gentle soul when I think of you. You are one of my closest ,dearest friends. You know this. If there is anything I can do for you let me know.

You're the sweetness... kinkyjedi September 21 2006, 02:28:10 UTC

You are one my closest friends, too. I think it's amazing the person you have developed into. I think you have come a long way and have a lot of potential yet to explore. I'm so glad to have you in my life. you make me smile :-)

pick yourself up and dust yourself off.... magichole September 21 2006, 05:00:43 UTC

Allen, you are a stronger person than you believe. You have it in you to kick the hell out of bad feelings. You have many friends with which to draw strength from. Though your friends may be miles apart from you, we all share a bond...attachment...an invisible force that binds us all together. We may not be able to be with you day to day, but our thoughts and well wishes go with you no matter where you are.

Re: pick yourself up and dust yourself off.... kinkyjedi September 22 2006, 04:24:12 UTC

Condider me dusted off. Thanks for the kind words...they mean alot to me. I feel that way about all my friends too, but there are just some days that pop up and the bad feelings cloud the mind.