just fade away...

[kinky_carter]

can i just fade away now? i should have never sent dianna agron that letter on her tumblr, if she did read it she probably thinks i'm another crazy fan. i'm so stupid. i hate myself, and now everytime i see a picture of her i'm reminded of everything i'm not and i hate myself even more. how worthless i am. i should just fade away.

Comments

[willowezra]

That is never the road to take no matter how down and hard things seem to be. You have people here who love you and are here for you. Use us.

No one things less of you because of what was written in a letter.

[kinky_carter]

Thanks, I just thought maybe it was too emotional of a letter that I sent to her. If she has read it, which I'm not sure if she has, but if she has then only me and her know what was said. But basically that she's helped me deal with my depression is a sum up of what I've told her. Then over on that page that I asked people to go press the ^ by my name, someone just goes and says that what I saw is very cliche about her being my inspiration and it really hurt my feelings.

[lunathys]

Do not self sad, when you wrote the letter you were not happy? Why do you think it ?

[kinky_carter]

Well, I was happy to tell her that she helps me with my depression but I feel it was too emotional of a letter. I guess I get self-conscious when I open myself up like that.

[lunathys]

Do not worry. There is nothing bad to know your emotions to a person who helped you when you were wrong.
It may also be it so glad to could be there for you. :)

[kinky_carter]

I hope so. :D

[calcitrix]

People love hearing about how they've made an impact on someone. It made her smile, I'm sure! Everyone has value--yes, YOU!!

[kinky_carter]

Thanks, I really hope so.

[kinky_carter]

I hope so. :D

[regisjr]

In a way, I know the feeling. You are not worthless. So stop thinking that.

[kinky_carter]

Thanks. :D