Kink Me! #9

Feb 22, 2010 22:33

Kink Me! #9

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get lost (and then get found) 1/? night_lyx November 7 2011, 13:56:35 UTC
Warnings: Triggering for self-harm, depression, suicidal tendencies ( ... )

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get lost (and then get found) 2/? night_lyx November 7 2011, 13:59:03 UTC
(Most people hurt themselves because they feel empty, because they feel this void in their insides, this black hole that suddenly appears when things are bad and sucks in everything, until there’s nothing at all. Most people feel the emptiness stretch over them like a long, winding road that has no apparent end. Most people don’t feel anything at all and they yearn for feelings, instead ( ... )

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get lost (and then get found) 3/? night_lyx November 7 2011, 13:59:56 UTC

He doesn’t know why he’s doing this anymore and no one will come through that door and tell him. He feels like he’s lost everything, like all the memories and pictures and words he’s remembered from the lost pages of his life are all obsolete. No one wants them anymore and there’s absolutely no point in him remembering them. There’s no point in them remembering himHe thought he could find out the reason for remembering all those things, he thought he could get them back, get those reasons and answers and questions to love him again. He thought he could find the ability to not lose them ( ... )

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Re: get lost (and then get found) 3/? night_lyx November 7 2011, 14:01:13 UTC
Oh my god, bb, I knew I could count on you. I'm already hooked, thanks so much for writing this <3

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Re: get lost (and then get found) 3/? night_lyx November 7 2011, 14:02:23 UTC
thank you

and hello do i know you heh

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Re: get lost (and then get found) 3/? night_lyx November 7 2011, 14:12:05 UTC
Yeah I think you should know me ;) But I'll keep the magic secret for now.

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Re: get lost (and then get found) 3/? night_lyx November 8 2011, 02:31:42 UTC
What a cliffhanger. Can't wait for more!

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Re: get lost (and then get found) 3/? night_lyx November 8 2011, 04:23:12 UTC
oh my god.. I don't know if I can keep reading this. Of course, that doesn't mean I'll stop.

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Re: get lost (and then get found) 3/? tama_abi November 16 2011, 19:13:32 UTC
!!!! Very catching, I can't wait for more. I suppose Arthur actually know Merlin?
Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Re: get lost (and then get found) 3/? brunettepet November 18 2011, 22:07:07 UTC
Merlin's guilt at not being able to control this anguish is difficult to read and what a terrifying call for any suicide hotline worker to field. How does Arthur know where to go to help? It's a tense start.

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Re: get lost (and then get found) 3/? night_lyx November 24 2011, 11:50:40 UTC
Crying here. This is so painful, but so good. Can't wait to see where you take it next.

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Re: get lost (and then get found) 3/? night_lyx January 7 2012, 04:50:53 UTC
This is so incredibly real and poignant. I really hope you continue.

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Re: get lost (and then get found) 3/? night_lyx March 28 2012, 09:51:07 UTC
This is so so well written and accurate! I hope you continue soon, but if you don't, thank you for writing this much :)

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