I think it's wonderful that she isn't. Haruhi is far too young to have children and she was very happy about the news. I'm sorry you're unhappy, Tamaki-kun, but you have your whole life to have children! ^^;
I'm so sorry you're sad about it, Tamaki ^^; I hope somehow I can cheer you up. Maybe I'll take you to a commoner's bazaar this weekend and buy you all the snacks you can eat?
You being depressed about it makes me feel bad for being so relieved. I tried to pretend I was okay with it for your sake, but in all reality I was terrified and I don't even know if I could handle it at all if I was pregnant. It was the scariest thing that's ever happened, and even looking back on it now makes me feel kind of shaky. I know you want kids, but we're way too young right now and having kids would just make things harder... and I'm not ready. At all. Let's not even think about having kids until we're both out of college, okay?
I'm sorry I made you feel bad! *hangs head* I'm really sorry. I know we're too young, but the idea... it just... it was... really nice, and I really wasn't thinking about how scared you might be. I was just... I'm so sorry! *hides his face in his hands* We're both probably not ready. I think I can wait until we're out of college.
Of course I would do that. I love how excited and sparkly you get when we do things like that. Plus, I love going places with you. I can't wait.
You didn't make me feel bad, Tamaki *puts hand on shoulder* I just... did realize you wanted a kid so badly. Don't be sorry, there's no reason for you to be *hugs tightly* You don't have to be sorry, okay?
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I know. But I was so excited about this. I went and got my own hopes up.
And it was stupid of me.
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You being depressed about it makes me feel bad for being so relieved. I tried to pretend I was okay with it for your sake, but in all reality I was terrified and I don't even know if I could handle it at all if I was pregnant. It was the scariest thing that's ever happened, and even looking back on it now makes me feel kind of shaky. I know you want kids, but we're way too young right now and having kids would just make things harder... and I'm not ready. At all. Let's not even think about having kids until we're both out of college, okay?
I'm sorry about all this ^^;
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I'm sorry I made you feel bad! *hangs head* I'm really sorry.
I know we're too young, but the idea... it just... it was... really nice, and I really wasn't thinking about how scared you might be. I was just...
I'm so sorry! *hides his face in his hands*
We're both probably not ready. I think I can wait until we're out of college.
I really should be the one that's sorry, not you.
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You didn't make me feel bad, Tamaki *puts hand on shoulder* I just... did realize you wanted a kid so badly. Don't be sorry, there's no reason for you to be *hugs tightly* You don't have to be sorry, okay?
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I love you so much.
*hugs back* I'm still sorry. I should have told you how bad I wanted a kid. *nuzzles*
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