Comments | kim1989: Let's try the Scooby Doo ending?

kim1989

Let's try the Scooby Doo ending?

Feb 07, 2013 10:38

Remember when I said I wasn't wishing for Randy's marriage to end? I lied. It's not going to though. We talked again. He told me I was just a fantasy. I'm not a real person to him (he didn't say that). Things are better with his wife than they've ever been because his wife is finally realizing he's going to leave her and she's going to be alone. ( Read more... )

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firesign10 February 7 2013, 16:05:59 UTC

Damn, I am so sorry you have this enormous steaming pile around you. *HUGS*

One note on Grammer - who talks to other women online with his wife right there??? That is some weird shit!!!

You don't want to know what I think of Randy. Moving on.

When you say you can't find a counselor, is it a small-town/limited resources issue? Can you go to the next town? Can you go to the hospital and talk to a counselor there?? Because there is so much going on here, and you are hurting really badly, and I'm very concerned about you being able to work stuff out with someone. Please please please. It's hard to think clearly with that maelstrom of emotions, and it's hard to sort anything out and figure out what to do and all. And I really want you to be able to do that.

You're awesome. Those men are assholes. Don't take their word for anything, in regards to you.

<3

kim1989 February 11 2013, 20:04:05 UTC

It's small town/limited resources thing, yes. I'm still not convinced it isn't time for an in patient stint, but I can't afford it. I've tried to talk to family, but they just tell me to lose weight, wear more makeup, and start hanging out at the Moose during karaoke ( ... )

monack February 7 2013, 17:48:27 UTC

I'm not even sure where to begin here ( ... )

kim1989 February 11 2013, 19:49:33 UTC

Thank you for this. It's what I need to hear and what I need to take inside, but I'm still having trouble. I came back to work today and I was doing fine until I talked to my sister at lunch time. I wanted to talk to her last week when I was upset about it and all she wanted to do was talk about her computer problems. Today, I was past it and moving and she had to tell me how if I'd just lose weight and wear more make up I'd meet somebody eventually. She's always lived a charmed life. She met her second husband the day she filed for divorce from her first one ( ... )

monack February 11 2013, 20:01:14 UTC

Well... I'd offer to have you move in with me, but things would be -way- too cozy with my Dad. ;) That being said - it might be something to consider once Jake graduates - when is he done with high school?

I'm being completely serious.

If you were interested, seriously, in moving to NJ I could definitely introduce you to a pretty awesome circle of friends who are completely non-judgemental, and feel that most problems are best solved with good food, wine, and chocolate. And yes. Even diet coke. ;)

You are an awesome person. i am sorry that your sister said that, because your weight really has nothing to do with this. It has to do with your options. It has to do with you feeling like you are trapped: both in a house you cannot afford and relationships that can't flourish. And I can understand that too: I felt that way when I lived up on Long Island. If it wasn't for my chorus, I would have been completely isolated.