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[killerrr]

so today i woke up feeling sick as anything, but i went to work anyway. after a little over an hour i just couldn't do it anymore and as i was getting ready to leave kim comes in and gives me horrible news. last night derek butkovic, a boy i graduated with, died in a diabetic coma

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[xotornapartox]

aww..i`m so sorry to hear that..

[sweetmunchkin24]

i can't handle it. it didn't sink in till late tonight and i lost it. it's not fair...he was so young...so much more life to live. he was derek. our derek. cherokee's derek.

the pain is unreal.

[killerrr]

it fucking sucks. i cried on my way home yesterday. i cry everytime i see those fucking myspace bullitens about the good times people had with him.
i can't handle saturday.
tomorrow he'd be 19 years old. he still is derek, he's just...upstairs now.

[sweetmunchkin24]

i've cried all day and i will prob. cry all day tommorrow and i knowi will lose it saturday. ellis might be coming with me if he can get off work b/c he knows i am not emotionally stable. this is so horriable.

he'll always be our derek...only now he's our angel in the sky

[killerrr]

if ellis isnt coming with you then i think you shouldn't go by yourself. im sure i'll be seeing you later on today.

this sucks.

[_bloodiedxup]

Im sorry... I know how much losing someone hurts. <33

[sweetmunchkin24]

today was the hardest day of my life

[killerrr]

agreed.