May 28, 2008 23:35
right. so i'm doing that whole not updating because life is actually good thing again, aren't i? which kinda sucks because when i look back at this thing (which i do) i see all the bits that i don't want to remember and few of the bits that i do.
so i'm just gonna write it down now, that this has been one of the best months i can remember because of nothing major, just the people and the way i've spent my time. this has been the month of the moistened bint (and her dampened crew); gorgelike krustiness [and special flakes]; the vodka; the pen & wig; the taf; the park; iron man; helen's eggs; the coffee cake; the 'revision sessions'; the violin lessons; the love bangles; insanity prawn boy; more that i will add as i think of them.
organisation and such has inevitably not gotten better; exam at 9am this morning which i basically didn't start properly revising for until late last night but i think it went ok. thing is though, the only person i could possibly be hurting here is myself, because yes i don't organise my time effectively and maybe things tend to be rushed, but the content is all mine it's not like i'm cheating or plagiarising... and one of the best things is that i actually have friends who, while they rib me about it [and stress about it apparently], don't resent me for not failing or make out that i don't deserve the marks i get. this is just me, the way i do things and while not ideal and understandably infuriating.. it's nice that they don't hold it against me. because the majority of people in the past have done exactly that
... yeah. those who bother to read this. i appreciate you i guess? yeah. much love :) xx