alot of doubt swirling over my head right now. i'm on the verge of breakthroughs in every way but it seems there's little intangable things that haven't yet surfaced to connect the bridges i've built. sometimes i wonder what if i chose a different path. what if i did everything differently? i wouldn't have met the people i know and who know's were ( Read more... )

pull back the maggots and see what i've become ( Read more... )

and i believe that i am not alone

The other night dear ( Read more... )

Dear god,

FUCK YOU.

Sincerely,

Pat Fezza

its late at night, i don't want to sleep its been a long week, i've been working to finish my house, i'm almost done we've been painting and cleaning. i've been living here for almost a month and i'm happy, my mom wont stop inviting herself over so i had to tell het to leave today. i'm trying not to call her a bitch right now but w/e i'm moving up ( Read more... )

well i haven't posted in here in a while, lets see umm i bought a house, i'm still working at the same job but for more pay clint hates me but i don't care i have lunch with heather whenever i/she wants and life couldn't be better except i dislocated my knee cap and i have physical therapy for that but its all paid for cuz i have a kick ass ( Read more... )

when i was in school life sucked
now i have a job.........life fucken sucks
the only medicine for this cancer that is live is a FUCKEN BULLET

nicole eats farts

so i've been talking to beth more each day and i as you all know have developed a thing for her......but i'm not going soft.........i hope ( Read more... )