Wao, is this totally what I needed to wake up to this morning or WHAT?

[kill_me_faster]

Well, I'm involved in a bit of drama right now, which...I won't go into detail about it, 'cuz it's not important, but just...I don't need this. It makes me regret caring about a fandom enough to even get involved in it. What happened when I was in the FMA fandom was TERRIBLE, and I never wanted a repeat of that, and never imagined it could happen

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[seki_yumizu]

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*HUG* I don't know cerepan but... I think people wouldn't be that immature to judge your writing against your person? |||| And you did tell her you regret how you said whatever you said right? I hope it goes well *pets*

[kill_me_faster]

Hahahah, lol, but I was cranky this morning and probably didn't say it in the best way. orz.

Well, who knows, I'm hoping the KHR fandom is more chill than I'm assuming. I'd totally be all up in the fandom if everybody could just look past this.

[seki_yumizu]

Glad it's alright now! :D I went to read in curiosity... I think the commenters were rather nice |D *huggles you* Ah btw. I AM INTERESTED DX in your manga uploads I mean. I want to read Uke!Sensei stories! But MU hates my country o so very much DX

[kill_me_faster]

Bahahaha, I can re-up them if you want. I'll try...4shared. Which generally tends to go better with everyone.

[runesque]

WHY ARE YOU MORE UPSET ABOUT THIS THAN I WAS??? XDDD Who cares about reputation when you have none? ---> me. And looking at the comments on her post, I don't think any of her friends is being crappy about our "crit", rather, they seemed confused as to why we didn't simply own up and tell it straight to Cere. Which you and I have explained - that it's a too-personal opinion that was mentioned in passing.

I thought the threats of murder were funny =DDD. I know, I know. I thought about you and your fic when this issue first came up (and this is why I don't post to comms OTL) but, really, IT WILL BE MOSTLY ALLRIGHT. If they don't like, they don't comment, as easily as that. And if some troll decides to have a go at you in "defense" of Cere, I'll defend you with a plastic knife.

I thought your response on her post was brilliant and honest. And she was sorry that this happened, so let's all be friends, yesyes?

*HUGS*

[kill_me_faster]

Well, I read the same comments, and a lot of them were kind of bashy - stuff like, "ur jus jealuz", and the like. Not enough for me to get really worked up over it, but enough to kind of feel like my start in this fandom didn't get off on the best foot. Which...I mean, COME ON, I'm a nice human being. I don't usually go off like that, and sure, it's a shame that it was put out in the open, but I kind of don't see why I should have to defend myself like that.

Bahahah, it's not like I'm NEVER POSTING YOUR REQ ANYWHERE!!!11 now that this is happened, and since it's blah anyway I guess it doesn't matter if it never leaves eternally_sky. (Oops, I said 'blah'? DON'T HURT ME ;____;)

But I feel better having read my stash of Kazuhiko Mishima manga, anyway. XD

[runesque]

Noo, really? The commenters were great-er than I'd expected. I actually expected all-out one-sided bitching regarding our, haha, bitching but there was none of that from what I've seen. In fact, some of them gave brief crit for the fic and were kind of in our "defense" so it's very allright in my book.

And, pffft, I saw that "ur jealous" comment and cracked up XDDD. How can I be jealous of a ficcer?? I doodle, damnit, so I WORSHIP ficcers LOLOL. This is how I see it... they can make what they will out of our brief rantfest since they don't know us and it doesn't hurt me (don't know about youuuu D=). What attacks there were were directed to these two people who discreetly attacked their ficcer friend NOT Runesque and Demi.

So... do feel better about this. I personally don't feel any sort of hate, but that's me and the blunt instincts I'm so proud of.

[kill_me_faster]

*laugh* I think that Cere's willingness to hear us out kind of cleared the air. I just tend to get my panties in a bunch whenever someone tosses that "ur jus jealuz" comment because really, I'd like to think I'm a good writer in my own right, and chances are, no, I'm not.

I used to be a BNF back in my day, under a different LJ name. :D I was a total tool. And my writing wasn't even that good. Which...really, this entire thing upset me a lot because me saying rather scathing things about others has gotten me in trouble before in the past. So I guess my sensitivity regarding this was just kind of a knee-jerk reaction along the lines of "OH GOD NOT AGAIN".

But I'm glad that the KHR fandom was nicer than the FMA fandom. ^__^;; Makes me be able to finish your req in peace. (WHICH, OH MY FUCKING GOD, NEED TO DO ALREADY AND STOP TALKING ABOUT IT. THESE LAST 1000-2000 WORDS ARE THE HARDEST, ORZ.)

[yamikakyuu]

OMG YOUVE READ/LIKE MIWAKU NO RINGO!!! ~FLAILS~

I agree about her artstyle, I adore it as well, I have everything by her since I just love her eyes but it does take some getting used to!! I love Ringo to death he is so hot as he talks down to Ichijou but yet takes it from him later!!!

Btw Im using this icon cuz its Nakaya from another one of her manga, Gah he's adorable too *_*

I did a spaz post to my lj a few weeks ago when I found at Ringo was completely scanated. Seriously I about lost my mind since Id been "reading" it raw XD