What I want the most, part 1(UruhaXKai)
Name: What I want the most
Author: Mizuki (with other words, me^^)
Chapter: 1/?
Band: Gazette
Pairing: UruhaXKai, KaiXOC
Genre: Au, Highschool fic
Rating: pg-13/R ??(I'm not sure>.>)
Disclaimer: I don’t own anyone in this fic…*sobs*
Notes: Omfg, my first highschool fic!!*nervous* I hope you like it!!^^;
Warnings: Not beta-read
Summary: Uruha and Kai are close friends and roommates. Uruha feels more for Kai then friends are supposed to, but Kai already has a Girlfriend. Kumiko, Kai’s girlfriend and a friend of Uruha, isn’t very fond of keeping her mouth shut about how great Kai is as boyfriend, causing Uruha to get jealous to no end.
Cross Posted at: gazette_yaoi, jrockyaoi, kaix_xkai, gaze_love, _gazerock_
Part 1
“-And he’s so kind and caring to me.”
Stupid move, that was a stupid move to make, you know. My face turned into a blank expression as I looked away, ignoring my friend’s babbling. Stupid girl. Why couldn’t she just shut up about what she has? Stupid girl, why couldn’t she just stop talking happy about having what I wanted? What I wanted bad.
“-ru-kun?? Uru-kun are you listening??” Her voice piercing through my thoughts.
“..hai. I’m sorry kumiko-chan, gottogo” I told her, and literally flew towards the exit of our school’s canteen. Kumiko was one of my friends, one out of the little bunch of friends I have, real friends. I guess you can blame it on my looks. Many people think I look like a girl.
I Headed towards the boy’s dorms. My school was a private one. Only few of the thousands people that signed in, where accepted. It was a very modern school, newly build and just out of Tokyo, but still in a peaceful and calm area. None of the busy city could be heard here.
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I sighed as I entered the room I shared with Kai. I was lucky I shared it with him. He’s one of my best friends, and a really nice roommate.
At least, that’s what I like to think…No, Kai is not the problem. I am, I am the problem for fucking loving him.
A soft sound wakes me up from my thoughts. I close the door behind me and walk further into the room. Much to my surprise, Kai is laying in his bed, sleeping. Why the hell was he sleeping at lunch time?!
Being as quiet as I could, I got rid of my shoes and sat down on Kai’s bed. Silently watching his sleeping form.
His face didn’t looked peaceful. He looked bothered, his brows furrowed and the corners of his lips turned down.
I gently stroked away some strains of hair out of his face, surprised by the heat that was radiating from his face. He frowned and then blinked. A pair of sleepy eyes trying to focus on mine.
“Hi…” He hoarse voice breaking the silence.
“Hi, why are you here?? Shouldn’t you be spending your lunch break with Kumiko??” I asked him.
Yes why are you here sleeping, while that stupid girlfriend of yours was rambling to me about you. On the other side, if you weren’t here sleeping, you would be hugging her and holding her hand in front of me. What would be a lot worse….
“I-I’m not feeling very well…So I called myself in sick…”He explained.
Kai sick?? Kai is never sick….. He must’ve catched something bad…
“A-ah Don’t worry, it’s not that bad” He said shortly after it. I guess my face must’ve showed my surprise and worry.
I raised my brows at that and let my hand rest on his forehead. As I thought, he was burning up.
I shook my head slightly. “You’re not just “not feeling very well” you’re seriously burning up, and you know it Kai.” I said with a slight scolding tone.
I got up from his bed and went to the bathroom to get a wet washcloth. I noticed how he shivered as I placed the cloth on his forehead.
“You’re cold??”
He nods slightly and I frown. He is already lying under all the extra bed sheets we have.
“Make some room will ya??” I asked softly.
Now he is the one to look at me in surprise and frown. But he does it without asking questions anyway. I quickly unbuttoned my pants and removed my shoes and socks. Leaving me in nothing more than a T-shirt and boxers only.
Without a word I slip under the covers next to Kai, gently pulling him into a secure embrace.
He doesn’t move away, nor tensed up. We are actually kind of close together, and used to hugging each other. And above all, it isn’t the first time we share a bed. But it makes me blush anyway.
Kai snuggles closer to me, his arms wrapping around me and I wish we could stay like this forever.
A sudden cough breaks the silence of the room. It was one of those kind of coughs, teachers tend to use to get someone’s attention back to the lesson again. When I look up my eyes fall on a face that belongs to no one other than Kai’s beloved Kumiko. Who wasn’t looking happy at all, quite the opposite.
Shocked by the sudden intrusion I sat up straight again, facing Kumiko with a slight smile playing on my lips. One of regret, that I shouldn’t be there, one of hatred to that certain girl standing a few meters from Kai’s bed, one of hope, that Kai wouldn’t push me away right now.
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?!” She spat out and I’m not sure if it was towards me or Kai. I guess it could be for both. For a moment I thought she was going to attack us.
But instead she gave us another death glare, turned around and ran out of the room, slamming the door closed behind her.
I guess I should go after her, explaining ‘it wasn’t what it looked like’. Ofcourse not like that, most of the time a sentence like that, meant obviously that it did was what it looked like.
But when I moved to get out of the bed, a hand grabbed a hold of my arm, preventing me from doing so.
“Kai??” I asked slightly confused.
“Let her be…Just…just hold me for now” He muttered soft. And who am I to deny his whishes?
So I nodded and embraced him again. He smiled in return, his own arms returning around my waist.
This is bad, he shouldn’t be hugging me, he should be hugging Kumiko.
This is wrong. I shouldn’t be doing this.
But why.
Why if this is so bad, so wrong.
Why does it feels so good, so natural?
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End of part 1
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