Mets to the Liver

[kij66]

CT scan at 7pm last night, onc calls at 2:45 today. "Are you having any pain

Comments

[pantyclad]

wow.

how do you feel?

i love you.

felt angry, better now

[kij66]

I had that "It's not FAIR!!!" thing for a while, but I'm over that, it's pointless. I'm going to go see my friends this weekend, and start planning the next steps next week ( 2nd opinion, look at other treatment centers online, talk to mom & sis about what we should do next)

love you too *smooch*

Re: felt angry, better now

[pantyclad]

well, i shall send good thoughts...

Re: meant it too

[kij66]

love makes the world a better place, and I always mean it when I say it too :-)

[seasongs]

Shit, I'm SO sorry to hear this. You'll be in my thoughts.

could be worse

[kij66]

At least I got the news AFTER my party last weekend! And I'm not "terminal".

If he used THAT word, I might have just thought about rolling over & giving up. But I'm no way a quitter; this is just a bump in the road...

[loosehorse]

So did he call you back? Did you get your questions answered? Ack!

Big hugs.

no answers today

[kij66]

Which means I don't have to worry about it this weekend. No anwers, no way to make a plan of action... thothing to do but let go, and make myself relax.

Re: no answers today

[loosehorse]

I think that, in itself, is a blessing. Yes, do relax and don't worry about what you don't know, right?

xoxo

awesome weekend!

[kij66]

Did my best to just let most of the fear go & really enjoy myself. I'll be doing a post on it today about everything we did :-)

[anonymous]

KAREN! Well shit, now we've got to start focusing on sending all kinds of light and juicy healthiness to your liver! He could at LEAST answer your questions before hauling ass out of town...oh sweetie! XOXO

[talekyn]

Oh, honey .... I'm sending all my energy to you right now. Much hugging and love ...