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[kielyalvacore]

it is so much to ask for someone to be there for me.

but fuck

i am not okay.

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[piano_elf]

Call me if you need to talk. Leave a message if I'm not there, and I'll get back to you as soon as possible. really.

[ameaba]

I can't "be there" in person. We all know that, and it causes me pain. I don't have magic answers for you. I can't make your pain dissapear. I can't even give you a hug so you feel the physical comfort of a gentle touch. I don't know if prayers do anything, but I keep praying. I don't know if emails help at all, but I keep checking. Seeing you in pain causes me pain. It makes me want to cry every time I am reminded that you are hurting and that I had forgotten about you in my own messed up life.

I'm going to send you an email now. I don't know what yet, but I will send you something. Just so your email box wont be empty. Just so you know someone knows you are hurting. Who knows-- perhaps it will flower into something grand?