i HATE my cell phone. i haven't talked to Matt since he left and as i got out of Kristi's car, he called, and it didn't go through so he left a message saying he'd "call tomarrow night." i miss him so fucking much. and i'm pissed that last night i couldn't talk to him last night either ( Read more... )

Friends ( Read more... )

this update is for crystal. <3 ( Read more... )

awakened to a call from Matt at 9.30. i was supposed to go to Mickey D's for breakfast with Amanda, Rios, & Galler, but i just was so exhausted and hot that i didn't feel like leaving my bed, so... i didn't. :-\ which i regret doing, because i don't see those kids as often as i like. but i went over to Matt's again around 3 and they were all there ( Read more... )

i'm really glad i've started writing again. i think my journal is the perfect place for me to describe all the things i feel that i can't say in normal conversation. it takes so much off my mind..

so.
Ramen noodles. <3 ( Read more... )

fresh start ( Read more... )

To anyone that seems to have a problem ( Read more... )

i'm feeling really weird and out of place.

everyone hates me, and i feel just so shunned?

meh.

here's a bunch of pictures from recent that i can now post due to cable connection to the internet. <3 i've uploaded a bunch onto picturetrail, so be sure to check that out if you wanna see more.


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Spell your first name backwards]: eelyk ( Read more... )