Miwo (Hate U, Love U)
Title : Miwo (Hate U, Love U) [chappie 6]
Pairing : Jongkey, Minkey, sibling!Taekey
Rating : PG-13 [may change]
Genre : angst,romance,drama
Words count : 1510
Summary : Jonghyun left Gwiboon 4 years ago. But what will happen when Jonghyun suddenly waltz back to her life when she already has a new boyfriend and a great life?
Chappie : prologue - 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5
“I want to spend my entire life with you from now on. Will you marry me Gwiboonnie?”
She held her breath but not looking at Minho’s eyes. She felt like her heart was being pierced, Minho was saying the same words as Jonghyun did years ago. She believed in Jonghyun, but he didn’t fulfill his promise to be together and left her. And this time, Minho was replaying the promise and she was just scared that Minho might do the same thing to her even though she believed Minho wouldn’t do that. She loved Minho, she really did. But her heart wasn’t ready for these things yet, especially in the place that made her remembered about her memories with Jonghyun.
She already felt like crying at that time,
“I’m…” She put her hands on the box and caressed the smooth velvet for a while, her memories about Jonghyun at that place were keep repeating in her mind which made her tears slowly welling at the corner of her eyes.
“I’m really sorry, Minho... But I…”
She took a deep breath, “I can’t”
She looked up to meet his eyes while her fingers were slowly closing the small box, her eyes were already glistening with tears.
“At least, can I know why?” Minho looked vulnerable at that time. She knew her answer was hurting him, but she just couldn’t accept him, at least for this time.
“I am not ready for this yet. I’m sorry..” She started to tear up.
Gwiboon didn’t know what caused her to cry. Was it Minho’s expression at that time or her memories with Jonghyun that was endlessly playing on her mind. She stepped closer to Minho and buried her face on Minho’s chest, crying. Minho just bit his lower lip and hugged her, caressing her back lovingly.
“I’m sorry…” She whispered.
“It’s okay. I’m not forcing you... I’ll wait until you’re ready…” Minho put his chin on the top of her head, pulling her closer, “I’ll wait Gwiboonie… I’ll always wait for you..”
“I’m sorry..” Her sobs were getting harder upon Minho’s words.
She felt she was the worst woman in the world, she has this kind boyfriend in her arm who was just proposed to her but she didn’t accept him. She believed if she got to marry Minho, she could be the happiest woman alive since he is such an understanding and caring person.
Her reason before was not a lie, she was not ready for marriage thingy since she was still young, but her other reason for turning Minho down was Jonghyun. She still refused to delete her memories about Jonghyun, she still thought about him at that time. Since his departure 3 years ago, deep down in her heart she still believed he will come back to her one day, and until that time, she still wanted to believe in that. She felt like she was cheating behind Minho’s back. She felt she was making Minho waited for the things she couldn’t decide herself.
“It’s okay, baby. I will wait. Don’t cry…”
“Sorry…”
*******************
“Gwiboon, what’s wrong with you?” Sunny kneeled beside her and caressing the back of her hand.
It was the day after Minho’s proposal. She came to the office with puffy eyes that even she already wore a quite heavy eye make-up, people still could see her swollen eyes and she hadn’t say anything ever since she entered the building. Her action was of course making everyone curious. It’s so not normal for Gwiboon to keep silent like that, and Sunny being a good friend, was trying to console her.
“Sunny, am I a bad girlfriend?” Gwiboon’s eyes were locked on her knees, she didn’t look at her face.
“No you’re not. Gwiboon, please tell me what’s wrong with you. Were you crying the whole night? Maybe I can help if you tell me..”
Gwiboon was silent for a moment before she finally said, “Minho proposed to me..”
“What?” Her eyes widen, “Isn’t that great? Then why are you like this?”
“I didn’t accept him..”
Sunny kept her mouth closed, she waited for Gwiboon to continue,
“He.. He was so nice to me, I love him, really. And.. And he said he will wait for me, he will wait until I’m ready. But I can’t accept him.. I’m hurting him..” Gwiboon’s voice came out almost like a whisper, but Sunny still could hear her clearly
“He’s a great man, I’m sure he will understand you” Sunny said while her hand was patting Gwiboon’s back
“But, I… I..” She trailed off
“He loves you so much. He will always appreciate your choice, I’m sure of it” She replied.
Sunny was on her way to the restroom when suddenly her shoulder was being tapped lightly,
“You’re Sunny-sshi, right?” Jonghyun’s asked her when she already turned her body around
“Ye-yes, I am” Sunny couldn’t hide the smile creeping on her face
“Can I ask something?” Jonghyun scratched the back of his head nervously
“Yeah, sure”
“Umm… What happened with Gwiboon? She looked so… Sick today” He smiled awkwardly
“Oh, she wasn’t sick. She’s just…” She paused for a moment, searching for compatible words, “Having a hard time”
“What do you mean?”
Sunny told him the story that Gwiboon just told her. Because she really needed to go to the restroom, she excused herself right after she finished talking, and that made her missed Jonghyun’s heavy sigh and teary eyes.
After that day, Sunny and Jonghyun somehow had gotten closer, he would greet her every time they meet and they sometimes gossiping together. But their conversations were mostly about Gwiboon’s condition. Gwiboon herself knew that Jonghyun and Sunny were getting closer, but she didn’t know what were they talking about and she didn’t want to know. She always felt a strange feeling in the pit of her stomach every time Sunny talked about Jonghyun to her.
******************
It was 8 p.m at night, a week after Minho’s proposal. Gwiboon was lazily laying on her couch, drinking a bottle of apple juice when suddenly her phone rang. She stretched her hand and grabbed her phone,
“Hello..”
“Hey, Gwiboonnie~”
She knew the caller right away, the flirty tone that she heard was only owned by one person, and that person was no other than Jonghyun
She sighed, “What do you need now?”
It was like a daily routine of Jonghyun to call her around that time, he did that since he heard that information from Sunny. When the first day he called her, he said he wanted to cheer her up since he heard she was having a hard time. She didn’t know whether she should be sad or happy at that time. She knew if she didn’t keep her distance from Jonghyun, she would be feeling guiltier and gultier to Minho, but deep down in her heart she was happy that Jonghyun still cared about her.
In the end, she burst out crying that day when Jonghyun said from the other line, “Don’t force yourself if you’re not ready. If he really loves you, then he will wait for you until you’re completely ready for him. As a man, I really understand that thing”
He didn’t hang up when she cried hard that night, instead he waited until she calmed down. She thanked him for that.
“Don’t get me wrong. My intentions were good” Jonghyun said in his broken english
“Psssh, are you kidding me? Oh, please Jonghyun, I’m not in mood for your..”
She could hear he was laughing on the other line, “How’s my English?” he cut.
“Bad. Do you have to ask that? It’s clear enough I think” She rolled her eyes and sipping her juice
“I’m practicing, you know. Anyway, can we have a lunch together tomorrow?”
“Lunch?”
“Sunny said yes. So you should come too”
She never liked Sunny’s name to come out from Jonghyun’s mouth. Same with Sunny before, she felt her body tensed when Jonghyun said her name. Was it jealousy?
“I’ll be busy tomorrow”
“You don’t have anything tomorrow. Sunny said that. You can’t lie to me~”
She sighed, “What if I don’t want?”
“Aaaahh, you should come~ I’m so lonely in the office, I don’t have anyone to eat together, and I am all alone in my room. I want to have nice friends that I can talk to. Why are you so cruel for not accepting my request? Gwiboon-ah~ You didn’t have anything tomorrow and you..” Jonghyun whined nonstop like a 4 years old child whose mom wouldn’t buy him a candy before she snapped at him
“Okay okay okay! I will! Your voice is so annoying”
“Yeay! I’ll meet you tomorrow. Don’t miss me too much, okay?”
“Who miss you? Me? Oh, please, you gotta be kidding me” She said with half mocking-half joking tone.
“Hahaha… Ok then, see you tomorrow baby~” He disconnected the call before she had a chance to say anything.
She smiled to herself, maybe she was waiting for the next day to come faster than she expected.
Note : First, I'm so so sorry for the lateness... I have a lot of another things to do. I'm sorry..
Second, I'm gonna make Taemin had a girlfriend in the next chapter. And I want your opinion for this. Who is better, Minjung, Junghee, Taeyeon or Eunsook? I'll take who has the most voice :D
Third, when Jonghyun called her, the 'my intentions were good' is taken from Super Junior Full House, if you wondering. I just copied it. Because SJ is the most adorkable idol that I love soooo much <3
Thanks for reading this one~ I love you all :3
Pairing : Jongkey, Minkey, sibling!Taekey
Rating : PG-13 [may change]
Genre : angst,romance,drama
Words count : 1510
Summary : Jonghyun left Gwiboon 4 years ago. But what will happen when Jonghyun suddenly waltz back to her life when she already has a new boyfriend and a great life?
Chappie : prologue - 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5
“I want to spend my entire life with you from now on. Will you marry me Gwiboonnie?”
She held her breath but not looking at Minho’s eyes. She felt like her heart was being pierced, Minho was saying the same words as Jonghyun did years ago. She believed in Jonghyun, but he didn’t fulfill his promise to be together and left her. And this time, Minho was replaying the promise and she was just scared that Minho might do the same thing to her even though she believed Minho wouldn’t do that. She loved Minho, she really did. But her heart wasn’t ready for these things yet, especially in the place that made her remembered about her memories with Jonghyun.
She already felt like crying at that time,
“I’m…” She put her hands on the box and caressed the smooth velvet for a while, her memories about Jonghyun at that place were keep repeating in her mind which made her tears slowly welling at the corner of her eyes.
“I’m really sorry, Minho... But I…”
She took a deep breath, “I can’t”
She looked up to meet his eyes while her fingers were slowly closing the small box, her eyes were already glistening with tears.
“At least, can I know why?” Minho looked vulnerable at that time. She knew her answer was hurting him, but she just couldn’t accept him, at least for this time.
“I am not ready for this yet. I’m sorry..” She started to tear up.
Gwiboon didn’t know what caused her to cry. Was it Minho’s expression at that time or her memories with Jonghyun that was endlessly playing on her mind. She stepped closer to Minho and buried her face on Minho’s chest, crying. Minho just bit his lower lip and hugged her, caressing her back lovingly.
“I’m sorry…” She whispered.
“It’s okay. I’m not forcing you... I’ll wait until you’re ready…” Minho put his chin on the top of her head, pulling her closer, “I’ll wait Gwiboonie… I’ll always wait for you..”
“I’m sorry..” Her sobs were getting harder upon Minho’s words.
She felt she was the worst woman in the world, she has this kind boyfriend in her arm who was just proposed to her but she didn’t accept him. She believed if she got to marry Minho, she could be the happiest woman alive since he is such an understanding and caring person.
Her reason before was not a lie, she was not ready for marriage thingy since she was still young, but her other reason for turning Minho down was Jonghyun. She still refused to delete her memories about Jonghyun, she still thought about him at that time. Since his departure 3 years ago, deep down in her heart she still believed he will come back to her one day, and until that time, she still wanted to believe in that. She felt like she was cheating behind Minho’s back. She felt she was making Minho waited for the things she couldn’t decide herself.
“It’s okay, baby. I will wait. Don’t cry…”
“Sorry…”
*******************
“Gwiboon, what’s wrong with you?” Sunny kneeled beside her and caressing the back of her hand.
It was the day after Minho’s proposal. She came to the office with puffy eyes that even she already wore a quite heavy eye make-up, people still could see her swollen eyes and she hadn’t say anything ever since she entered the building. Her action was of course making everyone curious. It’s so not normal for Gwiboon to keep silent like that, and Sunny being a good friend, was trying to console her.
“Sunny, am I a bad girlfriend?” Gwiboon’s eyes were locked on her knees, she didn’t look at her face.
“No you’re not. Gwiboon, please tell me what’s wrong with you. Were you crying the whole night? Maybe I can help if you tell me..”
Gwiboon was silent for a moment before she finally said, “Minho proposed to me..”
“What?” Her eyes widen, “Isn’t that great? Then why are you like this?”
“I didn’t accept him..”
Sunny kept her mouth closed, she waited for Gwiboon to continue,
“He.. He was so nice to me, I love him, really. And.. And he said he will wait for me, he will wait until I’m ready. But I can’t accept him.. I’m hurting him..” Gwiboon’s voice came out almost like a whisper, but Sunny still could hear her clearly
“He’s a great man, I’m sure he will understand you” Sunny said while her hand was patting Gwiboon’s back
“But, I… I..” She trailed off
“He loves you so much. He will always appreciate your choice, I’m sure of it” She replied.
Sunny was on her way to the restroom when suddenly her shoulder was being tapped lightly,
“You’re Sunny-sshi, right?” Jonghyun’s asked her when she already turned her body around
“Ye-yes, I am” Sunny couldn’t hide the smile creeping on her face
“Can I ask something?” Jonghyun scratched the back of his head nervously
“Yeah, sure”
“Umm… What happened with Gwiboon? She looked so… Sick today” He smiled awkwardly
“Oh, she wasn’t sick. She’s just…” She paused for a moment, searching for compatible words, “Having a hard time”
“What do you mean?”
Sunny told him the story that Gwiboon just told her. Because she really needed to go to the restroom, she excused herself right after she finished talking, and that made her missed Jonghyun’s heavy sigh and teary eyes.
After that day, Sunny and Jonghyun somehow had gotten closer, he would greet her every time they meet and they sometimes gossiping together. But their conversations were mostly about Gwiboon’s condition. Gwiboon herself knew that Jonghyun and Sunny were getting closer, but she didn’t know what were they talking about and she didn’t want to know. She always felt a strange feeling in the pit of her stomach every time Sunny talked about Jonghyun to her.
******************
It was 8 p.m at night, a week after Minho’s proposal. Gwiboon was lazily laying on her couch, drinking a bottle of apple juice when suddenly her phone rang. She stretched her hand and grabbed her phone,
“Hello..”
“Hey, Gwiboonnie~”
She knew the caller right away, the flirty tone that she heard was only owned by one person, and that person was no other than Jonghyun
She sighed, “What do you need now?”
It was like a daily routine of Jonghyun to call her around that time, he did that since he heard that information from Sunny. When the first day he called her, he said he wanted to cheer her up since he heard she was having a hard time. She didn’t know whether she should be sad or happy at that time. She knew if she didn’t keep her distance from Jonghyun, she would be feeling guiltier and gultier to Minho, but deep down in her heart she was happy that Jonghyun still cared about her.
In the end, she burst out crying that day when Jonghyun said from the other line, “Don’t force yourself if you’re not ready. If he really loves you, then he will wait for you until you’re completely ready for him. As a man, I really understand that thing”
He didn’t hang up when she cried hard that night, instead he waited until she calmed down. She thanked him for that.
“Don’t get me wrong. My intentions were good” Jonghyun said in his broken english
“Psssh, are you kidding me? Oh, please Jonghyun, I’m not in mood for your..”
She could hear he was laughing on the other line, “How’s my English?” he cut.
“Bad. Do you have to ask that? It’s clear enough I think” She rolled her eyes and sipping her juice
“I’m practicing, you know. Anyway, can we have a lunch together tomorrow?”
“Lunch?”
“Sunny said yes. So you should come too”
She never liked Sunny’s name to come out from Jonghyun’s mouth. Same with Sunny before, she felt her body tensed when Jonghyun said her name. Was it jealousy?
“I’ll be busy tomorrow”
“You don’t have anything tomorrow. Sunny said that. You can’t lie to me~”
She sighed, “What if I don’t want?”
“Aaaahh, you should come~ I’m so lonely in the office, I don’t have anyone to eat together, and I am all alone in my room. I want to have nice friends that I can talk to. Why are you so cruel for not accepting my request? Gwiboon-ah~ You didn’t have anything tomorrow and you..” Jonghyun whined nonstop like a 4 years old child whose mom wouldn’t buy him a candy before she snapped at him
“Okay okay okay! I will! Your voice is so annoying”
“Yeay! I’ll meet you tomorrow. Don’t miss me too much, okay?”
“Who miss you? Me? Oh, please, you gotta be kidding me” She said with half mocking-half joking tone.
“Hahaha… Ok then, see you tomorrow baby~” He disconnected the call before she had a chance to say anything.
She smiled to herself, maybe she was waiting for the next day to come faster than she expected.
Note : First, I'm so so sorry for the lateness... I have a lot of another things to do. I'm sorry..
Second, I'm gonna make Taemin had a girlfriend in the next chapter. And I want your opinion for this. Who is better, Minjung, Junghee, Taeyeon or Eunsook? I'll take who has the most voice :D
Third, when Jonghyun called her, the 'my intentions were good' is taken from Super Junior Full House, if you wondering. I just copied it. Because SJ is the most adorkable idol that I love soooo much <3
Thanks for reading this one~ I love you all :3