We Belong Together [sequel]
Title : We Belong Together [sequel]
Pairing : Jongkey FTW!
Rating : PG-13
Genre : Angst, but a happy ending
Words count : 1860
Note : Sequel of We Belong Together
hope you all like it :D
Jjong… I didn’t mean it when I said I didn’t love you.
I miss you so much.
I want you back.
I love you...
I took the frame in the nightstand and straighten my position, so I was lying on my back.
“Jjong… What are you doing now? Are you okay?” I whispered the question as I kept looking at the picture on it, and tears slowly welling on my eyes for the thousand times since you left.
I cried, again. I hugged the frame with our picture on it in my chest.
“Jjong…” only your name came out from my mouth as I cried.
I slowly drifted to sleep.
*********************
I was wandering on an unknown street in the middle of the night. I never had been here before.
All peoples were wearing black hood from head to toe.
I had a bad feeling about this.
I kept walking with my head down, hands on my coat pocket, I walked as fast as my feet could take me.
I suddenly bumped into a man.
“Sorry” I quickly apologized and walked away, but before I could walked that man took my wrist.
“Key..” I was shocked because it was a really familiar voice to me.
“Jjong.. Is that you?” I couldn’t see his face because his hood was covering almost all of his face.
He took off his hood with his free hand, “Yes.. It’s me” his eyes met mine, but that wasn’t the eyes I used to see. His eyes were cold and expressionless.
But I don’t care, I met him! I met Jonghyun..
I quickly smiled and opened my mouth to speak to him, but suddenly I heard my name being called.
“Key!” The voice from afar was also familiar to me, it was Jonghyun’s voice. I knew.
But Jonghyun was in front of me, whose voice was that, I questioned myself.
I looked over my shoulder to see to the direction that voice was coming.
Jonghyun was running towards me and worried was painted over his face.
“Key…” Jonghyun who stood in front of me spoke again.
“What the hell is this?” I made my brain worked harder to understand this situation.
“No, Key. Don’t listen to him! He’s fake!” Jonghyun who was running to me before already reached me and pulled me towards him.
“Jjong…” I still couldn’t grasp the situation.
How can there’s two Jonghyun at the same time?
“No Key, I’m the real Jonghyun..” Jonghyun if front of me spoke again.
“Key.. Trust me.. I love you.. I am the real one..” Jonghyun beside me pleaded and his grip on my wrist tightened.
“Key..” Jonghyun in front of me walked a step closer to me “The real Jonghyun doesn’t love you.. I’m the real one..”
My eyes widen.. The real Jjong doesn’t love me? What is this about?
“You said you didn’t love me, so why I should love you. Why you kept looking for me?”
“What?” My voice was weak, “What do you mean?” I’m on verge of crying.
“You said you hate me right? You won’t be with me anymore. Why you still crying for me? It doesn’t make sense, Key”
I felt my tears slowly streamed down my cheeks.
His words were deep. It’s true. I said I hate him myself, but I kept crying for him.
“Jjong… But I didn’t mean it.. I still love you…”
“Key…” The other Jonghyun raised his voice “He said nonsense. Don’t believe him!”
I didn’t know what kind of situation was this but his words was kept repeating in my head, “You said you hate me right? Why you still crying for me?”
“No! Jjong.. It’s..”
Suddenly a strong wild blew on us. Jonghyun beside me was vanished, like the wind brought him away.
So, there were only me and that cold Jonghyun.
“You can’t want me when you need me and threw me away when you hate me. I am not your toy, Key”
“But, Jjong..”
His words were true.. He was the one who always lets himself lose to me.
“I hate you, Key. I don’t love you anymore, goodbye”
Jonghyun walked away, turned his back in front of me and walked away although I kept calling him
“Jjong… Please don’t go… Jjong..”
***********************
I opened my eyes, my body was covered in sweat, I was panting.
It was a nightmare.
I sat on my bed, breathed for air, then the nightmare from before came to my mind..
“You said you hate me right? Why you still crying for me?”
“I am not your toy, Key”
Those words hurt me the most. I knew I was really selfish towards him.
I wanted him to understand me but I never tried to understand him.
I didn’t realize it, my tears already wetting my cheeks.
“Please, let me stop crying.. Jonghyun… I can’t take it anymore.. Just come back…”
After finished my crying, I took a bath, I spent at least an hour there.
I thought about many things while I buried my body on the bathtub.
When I felt I’m clean enough, I stepped out from the tub, took a towel and circled it to my waist.
I saw the mirror. It’s still the same Kibum as yesterday, nothing changed, still unpleasant.
I sighed and walked out from the bathroom.
I put on my clothes and suddenly I heard my phone rang.
I quickly picked it and saw the caller id, it was anonymous.
But I still pressed the green button and took it to my ear right ear.
“Hello…”
It was silence for a moment.
“Key..” My heart jumped, it’s his voice. Jonghyun’s voice.
I didn’t remember to breathe at that time,
“Jjong?” I still didn’t believe it.
“Yeah, it’s me. Key, I’m..” *beep* *beep*
“Jjong.. Jjong..” I looked on the screen, it’s disconnected.
“Fuck!” I threw the phone on my bed.
I quickly finished dressing and walked to the kitchen to grab some food.
I just stretched my hand to open the refrigerator’s door when I felt like a wave of feelings came to me.
I remembered your phone call just now.
“Jjong… What do you want to say?” I automatically lose my appetite to eat.
I turned around and leaned to the refrigerator door, slid down and sat on the floor, crying again.
“How can I stop crying? I’m tired…” I spoke to myself.
Jjong… If you come back, I don’t have to cry endless time like this… I’m tired…
I woke up all sore. I slept on the floor because I couldn’t find energy to move even to the nearby couch.
I straighten myself and my back was aching, my head was slightly spinning.
I looked at the window and it was dark. I glanced to the clock, 8.12 p.m.
My stomach was growling, I haven’t ate anything since morning
I let out a deep breath
“Will this kind of life ends soon?”
I took out a canned soup from the refrigerator, poured it to the bowl and microwave-d it.
After I finished my dinner, I drank a glass of milk on the counter, leaning on the window and watching the night scenery.
I put the mug in front of me then hugged my knees.
“Will you come back Jjong?” I put my forehead on my knees and closed my eyes.
“You said you hate me right? Why you still crying for me?”
“I am not your toy, Key”
Those words came back to my mind.
I breathed heavily, “Jjong, if you come back I promise I’ll never do that again… I just miss you so much..”
I let myself fell asleep there.
*************************************
I woke up the next day, surprised because I was lying on my bed, because I remembered clearly I fell asleep on the counter.
I forced myself to sit despite my aching back hurt a lot, I rubbed my eyes gently.
“Good morning, Key..”
I heart stopped beating.
I looked to the direction the voice came.
I saw the figure I missed the most.
Kim Jonghyun was there.
He was walking towards me.
“Jjong…”
Jonghyun smiled warmly and sat beside me.
“I’m so sorry about yesterday, my phone suddenly…”
I didn’t know how to express myself at the moment, all feelings were mixed in my heart.
I only knew I cried so hard at the moment so you stopped talking and immediately hugged me tight.
“Key… I’m here now. It’s okay… Don’t cry..”
You hugged me and caressed my back as I kept sobbing on your chest.
I couldn’t speak any word because the feelings on my heart were so intense and I didn’t sure I could speak clearly at the moment.
After my sobs were decreasing, you slowly loosen your hug and looked at me right in the eyes.
“Key, I’m so sorry.. I’m sure I make you worried these past days.. I’m sorry”
“No, Jjong… I’m the one who need to apologize..”
You kissed my forehead, “You didn’t even send me a single message before, but when I listened to your voice mail yesterday, I rushed here. I really miss you too…”
“When did you come yesterday?” I already got back my senses so I could speak clearly again.
“Umm.. I’m not sure, maybe around 11 pm, but when I entered you already fell asleep on the counter, so I brought you here”
“Thank you.." I stopped for a moment "I miss you a lot Jjong…”
“Did you cry all day, Key? Even with your eyes closed yesterday I could see they’re swollen”
“I cried because of you, pabo”
You smiled and kissed me.
I finally got to taste the sweet lips of yours once again.
I didn’t want this moment to end.
“Jjong… Am I really that selfish?” I asked him after we broke the kiss.
“What?”
“I… Do you hate me?”
“Of course not, why are you asking me that?”
“Do you ever regretted being with me?”
“Key… Look. I don’t know why you keep asking me those questions but let me make it clear. I never regretted being with you. You’re the best thing that happened in my life. Don’t you ever doubt my feelings for you because of what happened before cause I can make sure I’ll never stop loving you”
I looked at him, smiling “Do you know I can almost make a Guinness World Record for the most tears had been shed since you gone?”
“You really need to ice your eyes later..” and you kissed me again.
We spent the whole morning in bed, doing anything we could do there, including sex of course.
I had him back. Jonghyun is now back in my arms.
I won’t hope for anything else as long as he doesn’t leave me again.
******************************
Now, I realize. Relationships can only work if they’re balanced.
We can’t continue a relationship if one side is too selfish.
I have Jonghyun who understands me so well, I always try to push my selfishness away and understand him.
I am the happiest person in the world if you’re beside me..
“I promise you I’ll never leave you again, Key..”
“I promise you I’ll never make you disappointed again, Jjong”
Wooooohooooo!!!!! finally i finished it!! haha...
sorry for any grammar mistakes :)
Pairing : Jongkey FTW!
Rating : PG-13
Genre : Angst, but a happy ending
Words count : 1860
Note : Sequel of We Belong Together
hope you all like it :D
Jjong… I didn’t mean it when I said I didn’t love you.
I miss you so much.
I want you back.
I love you...
I took the frame in the nightstand and straighten my position, so I was lying on my back.
“Jjong… What are you doing now? Are you okay?” I whispered the question as I kept looking at the picture on it, and tears slowly welling on my eyes for the thousand times since you left.
I cried, again. I hugged the frame with our picture on it in my chest.
“Jjong…” only your name came out from my mouth as I cried.
I slowly drifted to sleep.
*********************
I was wandering on an unknown street in the middle of the night. I never had been here before.
All peoples were wearing black hood from head to toe.
I had a bad feeling about this.
I kept walking with my head down, hands on my coat pocket, I walked as fast as my feet could take me.
I suddenly bumped into a man.
“Sorry” I quickly apologized and walked away, but before I could walked that man took my wrist.
“Key..” I was shocked because it was a really familiar voice to me.
“Jjong.. Is that you?” I couldn’t see his face because his hood was covering almost all of his face.
He took off his hood with his free hand, “Yes.. It’s me” his eyes met mine, but that wasn’t the eyes I used to see. His eyes were cold and expressionless.
But I don’t care, I met him! I met Jonghyun..
I quickly smiled and opened my mouth to speak to him, but suddenly I heard my name being called.
“Key!” The voice from afar was also familiar to me, it was Jonghyun’s voice. I knew.
But Jonghyun was in front of me, whose voice was that, I questioned myself.
I looked over my shoulder to see to the direction that voice was coming.
Jonghyun was running towards me and worried was painted over his face.
“Key…” Jonghyun who stood in front of me spoke again.
“What the hell is this?” I made my brain worked harder to understand this situation.
“No, Key. Don’t listen to him! He’s fake!” Jonghyun who was running to me before already reached me and pulled me towards him.
“Jjong…” I still couldn’t grasp the situation.
How can there’s two Jonghyun at the same time?
“No Key, I’m the real Jonghyun..” Jonghyun if front of me spoke again.
“Key.. Trust me.. I love you.. I am the real one..” Jonghyun beside me pleaded and his grip on my wrist tightened.
“Key..” Jonghyun in front of me walked a step closer to me “The real Jonghyun doesn’t love you.. I’m the real one..”
My eyes widen.. The real Jjong doesn’t love me? What is this about?
“You said you didn’t love me, so why I should love you. Why you kept looking for me?”
“What?” My voice was weak, “What do you mean?” I’m on verge of crying.
“You said you hate me right? You won’t be with me anymore. Why you still crying for me? It doesn’t make sense, Key”
I felt my tears slowly streamed down my cheeks.
His words were deep. It’s true. I said I hate him myself, but I kept crying for him.
“Jjong… But I didn’t mean it.. I still love you…”
“Key…” The other Jonghyun raised his voice “He said nonsense. Don’t believe him!”
I didn’t know what kind of situation was this but his words was kept repeating in my head, “You said you hate me right? Why you still crying for me?”
“No! Jjong.. It’s..”
Suddenly a strong wild blew on us. Jonghyun beside me was vanished, like the wind brought him away.
So, there were only me and that cold Jonghyun.
“You can’t want me when you need me and threw me away when you hate me. I am not your toy, Key”
“But, Jjong..”
His words were true.. He was the one who always lets himself lose to me.
“I hate you, Key. I don’t love you anymore, goodbye”
Jonghyun walked away, turned his back in front of me and walked away although I kept calling him
“Jjong… Please don’t go… Jjong..”
***********************
I opened my eyes, my body was covered in sweat, I was panting.
It was a nightmare.
I sat on my bed, breathed for air, then the nightmare from before came to my mind..
“You said you hate me right? Why you still crying for me?”
“I am not your toy, Key”
Those words hurt me the most. I knew I was really selfish towards him.
I wanted him to understand me but I never tried to understand him.
I didn’t realize it, my tears already wetting my cheeks.
“Please, let me stop crying.. Jonghyun… I can’t take it anymore.. Just come back…”
After finished my crying, I took a bath, I spent at least an hour there.
I thought about many things while I buried my body on the bathtub.
When I felt I’m clean enough, I stepped out from the tub, took a towel and circled it to my waist.
I saw the mirror. It’s still the same Kibum as yesterday, nothing changed, still unpleasant.
I sighed and walked out from the bathroom.
I put on my clothes and suddenly I heard my phone rang.
I quickly picked it and saw the caller id, it was anonymous.
But I still pressed the green button and took it to my ear right ear.
“Hello…”
It was silence for a moment.
“Key..” My heart jumped, it’s his voice. Jonghyun’s voice.
I didn’t remember to breathe at that time,
“Jjong?” I still didn’t believe it.
“Yeah, it’s me. Key, I’m..” *beep* *beep*
“Jjong.. Jjong..” I looked on the screen, it’s disconnected.
“Fuck!” I threw the phone on my bed.
I quickly finished dressing and walked to the kitchen to grab some food.
I just stretched my hand to open the refrigerator’s door when I felt like a wave of feelings came to me.
I remembered your phone call just now.
“Jjong… What do you want to say?” I automatically lose my appetite to eat.
I turned around and leaned to the refrigerator door, slid down and sat on the floor, crying again.
“How can I stop crying? I’m tired…” I spoke to myself.
Jjong… If you come back, I don’t have to cry endless time like this… I’m tired…
I woke up all sore. I slept on the floor because I couldn’t find energy to move even to the nearby couch.
I straighten myself and my back was aching, my head was slightly spinning.
I looked at the window and it was dark. I glanced to the clock, 8.12 p.m.
My stomach was growling, I haven’t ate anything since morning
I let out a deep breath
“Will this kind of life ends soon?”
I took out a canned soup from the refrigerator, poured it to the bowl and microwave-d it.
After I finished my dinner, I drank a glass of milk on the counter, leaning on the window and watching the night scenery.
I put the mug in front of me then hugged my knees.
“Will you come back Jjong?” I put my forehead on my knees and closed my eyes.
“You said you hate me right? Why you still crying for me?”
“I am not your toy, Key”
Those words came back to my mind.
I breathed heavily, “Jjong, if you come back I promise I’ll never do that again… I just miss you so much..”
I let myself fell asleep there.
*************************************
I woke up the next day, surprised because I was lying on my bed, because I remembered clearly I fell asleep on the counter.
I forced myself to sit despite my aching back hurt a lot, I rubbed my eyes gently.
“Good morning, Key..”
I heart stopped beating.
I looked to the direction the voice came.
I saw the figure I missed the most.
Kim Jonghyun was there.
He was walking towards me.
“Jjong…”
Jonghyun smiled warmly and sat beside me.
“I’m so sorry about yesterday, my phone suddenly…”
I didn’t know how to express myself at the moment, all feelings were mixed in my heart.
I only knew I cried so hard at the moment so you stopped talking and immediately hugged me tight.
“Key… I’m here now. It’s okay… Don’t cry..”
You hugged me and caressed my back as I kept sobbing on your chest.
I couldn’t speak any word because the feelings on my heart were so intense and I didn’t sure I could speak clearly at the moment.
After my sobs were decreasing, you slowly loosen your hug and looked at me right in the eyes.
“Key, I’m so sorry.. I’m sure I make you worried these past days.. I’m sorry”
“No, Jjong… I’m the one who need to apologize..”
You kissed my forehead, “You didn’t even send me a single message before, but when I listened to your voice mail yesterday, I rushed here. I really miss you too…”
“When did you come yesterday?” I already got back my senses so I could speak clearly again.
“Umm.. I’m not sure, maybe around 11 pm, but when I entered you already fell asleep on the counter, so I brought you here”
“Thank you.." I stopped for a moment "I miss you a lot Jjong…”
“Did you cry all day, Key? Even with your eyes closed yesterday I could see they’re swollen”
“I cried because of you, pabo”
You smiled and kissed me.
I finally got to taste the sweet lips of yours once again.
I didn’t want this moment to end.
“Jjong… Am I really that selfish?” I asked him after we broke the kiss.
“What?”
“I… Do you hate me?”
“Of course not, why are you asking me that?”
“Do you ever regretted being with me?”
“Key… Look. I don’t know why you keep asking me those questions but let me make it clear. I never regretted being with you. You’re the best thing that happened in my life. Don’t you ever doubt my feelings for you because of what happened before cause I can make sure I’ll never stop loving you”
I looked at him, smiling “Do you know I can almost make a Guinness World Record for the most tears had been shed since you gone?”
“You really need to ice your eyes later..” and you kissed me again.
We spent the whole morning in bed, doing anything we could do there, including sex of course.
I had him back. Jonghyun is now back in my arms.
I won’t hope for anything else as long as he doesn’t leave me again.
******************************
Now, I realize. Relationships can only work if they’re balanced.
We can’t continue a relationship if one side is too selfish.
I have Jonghyun who understands me so well, I always try to push my selfishness away and understand him.
I am the happiest person in the world if you’re beside me..
“I promise you I’ll never leave you again, Key..”
“I promise you I’ll never make you disappointed again, Jjong”
Wooooohooooo!!!!! finally i finished it!! haha...
sorry for any grammar mistakes :)