i am so fucking stupid.

why did i ever think it was possible?

i hate myself.

the end. ♥.

sometimes, i really love you.

and i'm pathetic.

the past few days were sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.

i'm mad poor though. it sucks. pay day tomorrow!!! hollerrrr.

ANDDD. i didn't win the kelly clarkson tickets from work :o(

but sylvia did and she invited me!!! :oD

i <3 that girl ( Read more... )

my past few days have been...eventful ( Read more... )

had the scariest dream last night (very detailed) about a terrorist attack. nicole was in it. and when i woke up, it was 9:11 am. i was freaked out ( Read more... )

right.

i think i'm dumb. i'm probably the stupidest girl that's ever lived. yep. i hate myself.

goodnite.

guitar hero ♥.

i'm getting so fed up with this drama in my life. SO, i'm gunna tell you about myself ( Read more... )

umm yeah ( Read more... )

don't look into the decisions i make.

i make decisions based on what i'm feeling. i'm not making a random, quick decision. and i'm not making decisions to affect others. i'm making it to affect me.

if this fails...it's my fault 110% for having too much faith.

please don't let me down.

so yeah. that chapter is DEFINATELY over. i have never felt so betrayed in my entire life.

i expected something like this from her, sad to say.

but from you, i never expected that.

i never thought i could hate my life anymore but...yep there ya go.

so thank you.