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yes i am still alive........................

This Is My Life, RatedLife:

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i cant believe 5 months have gone by since i was first admitted into the hospital. Its been 5 months of in and out of that place, mostly being in. Its sad that I still have such thoughts of suicide and all. They say its ok to have the thougths as long as i am not going to do anything to myself. The people at the hospital i am going to are so nice ( Read more... )

hey i am back kinda. i dont have aol or even computer access where i am at now since i moved out of my house but i just wanted to say that i finally got out of the hospital and that i am doing much better. miss you all...:) kerri

i am out of the hospital. i dont know how long for. i cant believe they let me out.....

i hate my fucking life. why wont this just all stop. i shouldnt have left the hospital, i should have stayed there. i am such a fuck up.

ok, would you believe my therapist wants me to go back in the hospital? Who would have ever guessed that was coming.....If i took my stupid meds i wouldnt be in this spot now....i dont know anymore....

OMG, i had a "normal" day. I got up and had breakfast. I popped an ativan and then went foodshopping with my mom. When i got home i had lunch. Then the ativans must have made me tired cause i slept for a few hours after. Then i got up and cleaned and then i had dinner...3 meals in one day....wow ( Read more... )