unlike other people, who have disabled anonymous comments (like you and me), he hasn't. if just saying it will make you feel better, then do. you don't have to reveal yourself
Sorry if I sound like I'm contradicting myself...but I don't think that saying it will really make me feel better. I want to say it yes, but if I do, I might just spend the next X amount of time wondering if he wonders who I am, or worrying and/or hoping that he'll find out that it was me...or sick to my stomich with the thought that he would assume it's someone else and that would be that...
Sorry...I know I'm just being a whiny little Bitch...I'll get over it soon enough...
I think before you decide whether or not to do it, you should think about him. Is he worth the risk? Why don't you befriend him first? You don't have to have a romantic relationship to begin with. They always teach us that agape love is better than eros love in Sunday school...I think there's something to that. I believe that's what I'm building towards with Donald. Maybe you should look at it from another angle...maybe you could try upside down?
Of course there is something to Agape overpowering Eros. That's a no brainer. I would love to befriend him first...hell, I would love it if I befriended him and that was that, it never went farther. But the problem is I don't really make friends... I know that sounds odd, but most of the time friends make me. I don't want that to sound stuck up and like 'you come to me because I won't come to you' but I'm not very good at approaching people to make friends. I can't start up a random conversation online, nor can I just call or Text someone for the hell of it. When I'm around people I don't know I usually don't speak until I am spoken too. I don't love it, but its true...and it's something I've tried to change, but for the past 5 years there has been no positive results...
I think the point of that ranting and raving is...I need help.
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unlike other people, who have disabled anonymous comments (like you and me), he hasn't. if just saying it will make you feel better, then do. you don't have to reveal yourself
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Sorry...I know I'm just being a whiny little Bitch...I'll get over it soon enough...
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I think the point of that ranting and raving is...I need help.
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