bit by bit..... ....so last show w/ the (d)orks last nite.... very happy that shit's over w/.... i showed up 40 mins late.... hot as hell on that stage.... blah... glad it's over, but now i need to find a new musical outlet....

weird..... i had the most fucked up, and pretty much stressful dream... i never remember dreams but this one wins... it ( Read more... )

OK......this is really gettin to me......i hate liars....for real.... "ohh i dont cuz blah blah blah bullshit excuse" ......here's a word of advice for you people out there.... be honest... dont try to cover up... it may seem rite at the time, but later on it only does more harm than good.... dont be hypocritical... dont go against your word, and ( Read more... )

it's hot.....it's africa hot.... today is 86 outside....my car felt like an oven... i hate hot weather in that car....i need at least a breeze.....i'm not complaining tho....i wanna go for a run today.....i think i will

grades....at progress reports i was in fear of castration....3 F's = no good..... but one went to an A+ ((dont ask, long story ( Read more... )

the bitch is dead...... today looked like it was gonna suck... freezing, was runnin late... but i saw anthony sittin in his car in the parking lot, no one was there yet.... he said "we're gonna see some fireworks today" .....me in all my polish glory looked out to see fireworks... what he meant was the bitch i hate is being fired.... tripp comes in ( Read more... )

Today....sux.... i asked ashley if i could take her sunday nite shift so i can get wednesday off.....she agreed...which means i have to work a double.... 9-7 .....thats 10 hours of rap and bitching and clothes..... but the chic i have to work w/ ((and i hate more than anything)) is about to be fired.... so i will keep that in mind while i am trying ( Read more... )

LIstening to my sister argue w/ everyone including me makes me wonder when she really will be out on her own.... she comes home every weekend, makes us miserable, demands money, the car, etc then leaves.... mark my words, she will not last a month in her appartment.... i've never met someone who argues so much in my life.... damn

Boston....... ( Read more... )

I heart...-going outside when its pitch dark, and its still too hot to wear jeans ( Read more... )

is when you just get out of the shower and ur freezing, then you go into bed under all ur covers and just stare at the ceiling......... fuckin love it

Woke up late this morning....without even thinking i asked if i could stay home for first period.... said yes.... i deff couldve made it in time.... but instead i get to skip theory.... FUCK YAH

I' ( Read more... )

Skip it.....senior skip day rocked... woke up, went to BJ's to get cooler full of gatorade and water ((which no one drank, and is still sitting in my car)) .....then we all met at dunkin and left for Horseneck.... i dunno why people dont like that beach.....it was pretty sweet....pretty cold too.... saw some sluts from B-R ....some nice scenery ( Read more... )

Fuck school..... tomarrow.... senior skip day.... hell yeah...... can't wait.... wakin up kinda early to wash the car if i have to take it.... then hittin up BJ's w/ cutting to grab some beverages.... then to horseneck w/ him, murph, tina, carley, justine, w-s, and others......fuck yah.....kinda sux cuz i have to wear a shirt and justine has to ( Read more... )