Comments | kerbeetle: Mind Racing Monday

kerbeetle

Mind Racing Monday

May 01, 2006 08:14

For some reason for the last 24 hours I can't stop thinking about Mike. I've really started to miss him. A lot. I turn on Virgin Radio UK thinking I will hear some sort of distraction and Strawberry Fields Forever by the Beatles comes on. This naturally makes me think of the last thing Mike and I did together which was watch Sgt. Pepper's Lonely ( Read more... )

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carhyl_a May 1 2006, 13:16:08 UTC

Well if you have your cell w/ you...I can maybe text you silly things...to help pass the time...lol

kerbeetle May 1 2006, 13:19:00 UTC

I did remember it today. Better than that, email me since my phone is dying today.

kdominguez@wedanet.com

carhyl_a May 1 2006, 13:26:13 UTC

I sure will...lol
Can I send pics?? I only ask so I know what kinda silly things I can send wether I am limited to text sillies...lol

kerbeetle May 1 2006, 13:28:03 UTC

Send anything you like. I could use a laugh or at least cracking a smile today.

This is harder than I thought it would be. Why today?

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crystella74 May 1 2006, 13:46:45 UTC

Well, you know that calling/emailing/reaching him with ANY form of communication is a BAD BAD idea, right??????

Please honey - take a shot at getting through this without contacting him. NOTHING good will come of it - that I can guarantee...

*hugs*

kerbeetle May 1 2006, 13:50:18 UTC

I don't intend to contact him at all. I just really miss him today.

I never really took a day to wallow or whatever. I guess today's the day. heh

loveofdaisies May 1 2006, 13:54:18 UTC

Aww, hang in there. *hugs*

agirlnamedlucky May 1 2006, 15:37:24 UTC

Like I've said before, it's been a week. I seriously doubt he's run off and found someone else. And honestly, if he has, he's a desperate dick who didn't deserve you in the first place. (But I doubt he has, because that would indicate serious desperation and lameness. ;))

You'll make it through. Of course you miss him lots, but you'll make it through. I don't know any of the details of your breakup, but did you guys express any interest in being friends?

kerbeetle May 1 2006, 15:49:49 UTC

He expressed interest in being friends but as of yet I haven't heard from him. I told him it was very important to me that if we were going to try the friends route, contact must be made by him because in my mind, I have more to lose by getting in touch with him.

I know it's only been a week, but it feels like an eternity.

Why am I getting all worked up? Is he getting worked up over me? Who knows.

lindalee_ May 1 2006, 19:53:45 UTC

i know that with acura, if a repair lasts longer than 2 hours they give you a rental. doesn't vw do the same thing??

and, i'm glad you're choosing to be strong... now you better stick to those guns!! i know it's really hard... hang in there honey!!!

♥

kerbeetle May 1 2006, 19:55:53 UTC

I don't expect the whole thing to take more than about an hour, it's just a matter of taking time out of my evening to do it. And I'm sure they would give me a rental but then I'd have to go back and waste another night returning it. Less hassle this way. And within the hour my Dad will be picking me up to watch the game and I won't care if the car takes a little longer or not.

I'm trying to be strong. This morning it just seemed so impossible.

lindalee_ May 1 2006, 19:59:26 UTC

yes, we all have days like that, where being strong is impossible...

*hugs*

kerbeetle May 1 2006, 20:01:30 UTC

The one thing I could use the most right now. A hug. Travis, one of my friends at work called into the office this morning on his way in and asked me how I was doing. I said, "not so good" and he immediately went into "somebody needs a hug" mode. It was sweet. He's been here a couple of hours and is far too busy to hug me but the sentiment was nice nonetheless. He put a smile on my face for the first time all day. :)

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