It was there a moment ago, but now it's gone. I know what I want to do with this piece, I now how I want it written. When I woke up an hour ago I had it all ready, prepped in my head and awaiting entry here ( Read more... )

I don't sleep until 4 am. It's bad ( Read more... )

because it is.

Some days,

Like today.

I come here and I start up a post. Maybe I even give it a title. Then I sit there with my chin in my hand, staring at the blank white screen, trying to say what I mean without it coming out sounding retarded.
It never works.
So I just close the page and go to bed.

Good night.

I think that this forced sleep deprivation has finally caught up to me. I've been making myself stay up later and later, waking up a little earlier each time, and sleeping on my back (I don't sleep deeply in that position). And last night, something changed ( Read more... )

I don't know why.

But.

I miss the living fuck out of Ruki and I really wish she was online right now.

And will it all pass in forgotten silence ( Read more... )

A lot happened yesterday. A LOT. Mostly good. Some unbelievably mindblowing and fantastic. But like I said, I won't bore you with the details. I'll say only this ( Read more... )

He danced across the open space for all to see, all to hear, his voice silent but his feet striking like boulders and thunder, every step music.
She stood by the wayside, watching, wishing, aspirations spinning, giddy with the delirium of a waking dream. She wanted to be him, or as akin as she could.
But mirrors don't lie.

Blast ( Read more... )

I belong nowhere, to no one ( Read more... )