whinge, poke, huff. Also whine, whine, harumph, hmmph, growl, snarl, slouch. Waah, arg, snort, snuffle, scoff, mumble mumble, ack.

Mimble wimble.

On the other hand, I'm in a much better mood today. So there's always that.

I feel like I'm sinking into the world and flowing through her veins, swept away and pumped through the cycle again and again. Sometimes it really hurts when you get close to the heart and everything thing is hot and squeezing the life and breath out of you. And then suddenly there's a deep breath of life, only to be squeezed tight and out again ( Read more... )

I'm at home, should be studying, am having a hard time motivating myself, and am just plain frustrated. Why do conversations like those always have to become hurtful? It's things like this that sometimes make me wish I wasn't myself.

Michael asked me to come hang out today. We'll see how that goes. I have a route of escape in Colin if necessary. I'm just weary of the situation. He treats the hurdle as a small one, while it feels the size of a mountain emotionally for them ( Read more... )

I think I ended things romantically with Michael today. We'll just have to see how long it sticks. I think that our romantic relationship is really over, but we'll have to see if he finds it worth the time and energy to keep a platonic one.

The school work is driving me crazy. I feel like I have so much to do and very little time to do it in. And yet the classes do not seem as hard as they have in the past and I feel like I'm taking them much better than I have in a long time. I'm not really sure why. I feel like I should do a lot more reading than I am, but I don't seem to have the ( Read more... )

Advice for myself ( Read more... )

I couldn't help but to post this here. If you haven't seen it - it's totally worth it. Completely ( Read more... )

Things are getting complicated with a friend. He's attracted, which is fine, as long as he doesn't expect me to shoulder it as a burden. I feel like I already have relationships in which I do this. Those are burdens that I chose to bear a long time ago, but I can't carry this one. I can't carry him through his emotional roller coaster. I don't have ( Read more... )

The web comic's going well. I have about twenty different strips ready, but I'm going to be posting them once to twice a week, so I should be able to keep up with it. It's guild wars. It's fun. I'm liking it.

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