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[ken_ninja]

I just feel so... bad.

I dunno how but just...

Feel like crying but I couldn't get to... I dunno how to do it...

I need some sad song or sad movie to make me cry, to release it...

Maybe I will feel better...

But I got no time...

Tomorrow will be better? Yea I hope so....

Anyway thanks to CNN and PL just now.

Comments

[seaweeds]

oh u poor dear .. must be all the tension ... hug huggggg ... stay focussed ya ..

[ken_ninja]

ummm not tension la, just some self expectation and kinda angry with myself. But now okay ady...thx anyway! :)

[merman13]

Take care and don't despair. Always helps to focus on positive things ya? :)

[ken_ninja]

thanks i will.. :)
yea need to focus on more important things...

[wokchan]

Must be self-presured again, how I wish I can be like that. :x

[ken_ninja]

no i dun self pressured till feel like crying....
just feel biz angry of myself..

[wokchan]

"A String Too Tight, a String Too Loose

So Siddhartha left the castle without saying goodbye to anyone, even his wife and newborn child, with the intention of finding a way to escape the suffering of life. He began his search for enlightenment with Asceticism.He was an Ascetic for many years, and fasted severely. He, supposedly, ate only six grains of rice a day, and was so thin that you could poke his spine through his stomach. However, this did not aid him in his search for enlightenment.

He decided on meditation next. He sat under a Boddhi tree meditating for a long time. Then a musician4 who was passing by was overheard by Siddhartha. He said 'If you make the string too tight, it will break. If you make the string too loose, it will not play'. Eureka! Siddhartha had found the wisdom he had longed for."

[soveren]

sometimes just yell it out oso can

tmr is a new day hor
make it a good one :)

[ken_ninja]

but i scared later neighbours might think wat happened...hehe
yea have to make it one.... :)

[soveren]

hahahahaa
then hor
i shout it into my pillow
kekekekee