i really have to stop listening to dashboard. they make me so depressed!

my eye is twitching in sync to the rhythem of the bad techno music thats leaking through the ceiling.

It's not that i expected much. Actually i didnt expect anything. but going after my friend? yea yea, this is college now, but i expected something more... more than 4.5 inches at least. so, why act the way you do when you have absolutly nothing to back up your cocky remarks, and then when i make a valid point all you can manage is an "okay..."  Do ( Read more... )

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I swear my parents deliberately fuck with me. They send me off to college, then my brother screws up and I have to drive up to ESU with my mom and then they basically make me stay here for the weekend because I told my dad I would be going out tonight if I went back to school.

i hate drawing for assignments. and what i hate even more is when the teacher give vague descriptions of what to draw, so i'm just sitting in my room looking at shit and going "would that make a good print ( Read more... )

I've been here for a week now, and what a week it has been ( Read more... )

Friday is my last day of work and i think Jonh, the one guy who works in the office, is planning something. He always give gag gifts to the company at xmas, like one year the office got CSKopoly (like monopoly, but with the companys name, csk) and it involved all the properties they manage. and then for valentines day they got a CSK version of "Mr ( Read more... )

i had my doctors appointment yesterday and i got the most dissappointing news. i have trouble sleeping a lot, the last time i saw her a year ago i thought it was just b/c of summer and i just layed around all day. but i still have trouble. i've tried melatonin and nyquil and tylenol pm, nothing really helped, i had a backwards effect b/c of the ( Read more... )

i have been lying in bed since 10 trying to fall asleep. it's just not happening. i have to go to work tomorrow but i'm not gonna be very useful if i'm napping on the job. i just cant stop thinking. its not even productive, it's stupid things. and it's too late now to take a pill bc they take FOREVER to wear off on me. i think i'm just gonna go ( Read more... )