it me nathan, the one your parents hate so much..*tear*
anonymous
August 9 2005, 02:08:04 UTC
I feel cold, numb inside my heart,and depressed..oh gosh i hate life.. (Anonymous) 2005-08-09 02:06 (link) I remember now.. The invite around x-mas (i looked at all of my entries).. Yeah i am still pissed about it, because it hurt my feelings and made me feel like i was not part of the family..and sometimes when i cant sleep, i will somehow think of that and cry.. it really does hurt...And Tom can stay pissed at me for as long as he wants to... he and jony hurt me so bad that i cant stop crying right now...THE END...
[ I realize this may sound quite bizarre, but I deleted the entry you were kind enough to reply to at smith_n_jones. The reason for my hijacking your friends post is because I've always thought it a bit rude to not at least try to tell any repliers that it wasn't anything they'd done and it certainly wasn't you (your reply was quite nice in fact), it was just a decision I made due to the nature of the entry (all a bit... long and insane and induced by sleep deprivation). Hopefully the next time some nerdastic insane crack possesses me, I'll get my roommates to sit on my hands or something. *is embarrassed* ]
I have to be honest, unless someone took offense to the post, I don't really get why you removed it? You weren't bashing anyone and I got the impression it created good discussion.
I know I am sorry you felt the need to remove. And I think that kind of thought is good.
In retrospect I probably could have left it on there, but... it's a bad habit I retained from when I used to spec about Lost & Alias all the time. Come up with these late night off-the-wall theories (usually when life gets crazy as it is at the moment and I'm mad with adrenaline) then a day later baffled at what I was thinking and then delete them. The problem was I usually don't post at comms with that sort of stuff (it was usually just on my lj), but that bad habit is still there.
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2005-08-09 02:06 (link)
I remember now.. The invite around x-mas (i looked at all of my entries).. Yeah i am still pissed about it, because it hurt my feelings and made me feel like i was not part of the family..and sometimes when i cant sleep, i will somehow think of that and cry.. it really does hurt...And Tom can stay pissed at me for as long as he wants to... he and jony hurt me so bad that i cant stop crying right now...THE END...
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[ I realize this may sound quite bizarre, but I deleted the entry you were kind enough to reply to at smith_n_jones. The reason for my hijacking your friends post is because I've always thought it a bit rude to not at least try to tell any repliers that it wasn't anything they'd done and it certainly wasn't you (your reply was quite nice in fact), it was just a decision I made due to the nature of the entry (all a bit... long and insane and induced by sleep deprivation). Hopefully the next time some nerdastic insane crack possesses me, I'll get my roommates to sit on my hands or something. *is embarrassed* ]
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I know I am sorry you felt the need to remove. And I think that kind of thought is good.
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And your journal is really cute!
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