o yeah. Stephen and I get to bang.

everything just doesnt seem like it use to be. I feel different. I just feel like a joke. I was looking at myself and I just dont have ANY confedence in myself. I dont want to be like this. Drivers ed was sure in experiance. I passed though. I drive next week. This weeked all im going to do is prob. work..which is fine with me. I want to stay away ( Read more... )

This weekend..pretty much all I did was work. Hoepfully I made a pretty good check i think im getting like 85 dollers. thats alright i guess. Im really thinking about asking for a raise..bc 5.15 an hour is the lowest u can make. I mean i do get tips, but those go QUITe quickly. This week i also started drivers ed. Its fun. Chambless, Ave, Megan are ( Read more... )

alright I found this survey community and found this..so i was kinnda curious and decided to put it in my journal. So I would apreciate it if you would take it if boredom escapes you and just cpoy and paste the questions and post them and your answers on the comment page ( Read more... )

Well I would like to say a few words about the recent "drama" that has been going on in my journal. I would like to say if you have anything to say to me or would like to talk to me about something. Just tell me to my face...im not the kind of person thats going to blow up at you. Thats not me. I would much rather hear your opinions then reading ( Read more... )

yeah well it seems like I havnt been writting that much. Well nothing that much has been happening. Mallory got her license. So ive been hanigng out w/ her for like 4 days straight. we have had plenty of fun. Im kinnda excited to go back to school. Ive decided to get more into my studies this year. I mean acually TRY. not just reaidng over the ( Read more... )

lets see. Life is good. Yesterday I woke up at like 3 and I went over to Sarah's to hang out w/ her. Well we waited till Caleb to pick us up..and we went to the movies. It was lots of ppl. Sarah, Ave and I went to see A Cinderella Story. pretty good. Then we went to taco bell and then brought Ave and Caitlyn home. Then Sarah and I went back to her ( Read more... )

i fucking hate my parents right now. I just made this big scene about it. My parents are prob going to make me an appointment for the phychatrist (sp) soon. I hate myself for it. That i make sucha big deal out of things some times. Like tonight I want to go to Sarah's SO bad. I love being over there. and well yes i know he is going to be there. ( Read more... )

i dont know whats wrong with me. I seriously think I have a serious disease. I mean im surprised my parents havn't slapped me by now bc ive been sucha bitch today. I mean i complained about freakin everything today. I wasnt even myself at work..and my mind was DEFF. not on it. I honestly think my parents are scared to punish me. I mean i know what ( Read more... )

things are going pretty well. i cant complain. i really like johnathan. Ami kept smiling at me the whole night. I got to java w/ Ami and he came. Not that many ppl were there. I mean Sarah, Dennis, David, Robbie, John, Caleb, and some other kids were there. Im surprise Johnathan doesnt think im a freak..since like Dennis and all of them make Paul ( Read more... )