This is the part of the relationship that scares me I want him around always... I know he can't be and it upsets me... not at him but myself for being upset *le sigh* this week is going to SUCK but other than that I am UBERLY happy

Make me feel this way everyday and things will be okay... *soft smile*.... I am happy but depressed I love this feeling.. for once the happiness can out due the depression Wjoot for boi friends... who make you smile about anything... excited little school boi he is.. yes

Okay now that I have caught up with my friends lives... wow that was boring.. it's time to up date. I work. I go to school. I sleep. I can't answer phones at work or school and if I am asleep fuck you. I have pretty much moved out... My stuff is still here but I find myself not wanting to come home more and more... *hrm* yeah well soo erm.. I ( Read more... )

I've never been this scared in my life and I've never had a reason to be... am I this pathetic.. this codependant?

To all the people who bitch about me not going out and hanging out with friends FUCK you. I went out around a lot of places and no one was out. No one has called no one gives a damn any more =p... *shrugs* whatever...

Jonesboro sucks, I am pathetic, lonely and going to bed.

Later...

She just started likeing cheating songs and what's bothering me I don't know if it's the cheatin she likes or just the melody... I don't like she's in love anymore... and what's bothering me.. is she just started likin' cheatin' songs..

Would it suprise anyone if I was to up and get married one day without any warning or anything?

Happy is what happy is.. I am happy and that is nice for a chance

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

Amazingly Happy...