He's my Happiness
Title: He’s my Happiness
Pairing: Kokame
Genre: Fluff, romance
Summary: Whenever he felt jealous he always tries to hide it though I always see it. He doesn’t want to be possessive over me, I know that. He tries to be a ‘perfect boyfriend’ but he is perfect the way he is already (written on Kazu’s POV)
A/N: yay!! My second kokame oneshot..This is maybe somehow a sequel to We are together now or maybe not..XD it was just because We are together now was written in Koki’s POV now I want to write something on Kazu’s POV but i think the 2 fics wasnt related at all..xDD..yay!! I really like writing kokame… sorry for some cheesiness…:D
Kazuya’s POV
It’s almost 2 am already yet I am still awake, sitting on the bed and just looking at him sleeping next to me. I like watching him in his sleep. His face looks peaceful and I like the smile forming in his face even when he is sleeping. I felt sad remembering how I made him worried these past few days about me. I always look stressed and I am over doing myself. Can he blame me? We need to work harder this time. I was the one affected the most because of Jin’s departure since everyone is expecting me so I felt really mad at Jin, We had a fight and that also made Koki sad, he hates it whenever members of KATTUN are fighting because he cares that much for KATTUN. So during the farewell party for Jin I went there to talk to him to at least clear everything between us and stop the fight as well.
I remember the day when I told Koki about that. Maybe he didn’t expect it. It was quite funny because I know he felt jealous.
Flashback
Koki was sitting comfortably searching something in his laptop when he suddenly called me. I saw the frown in his face that made me worried. I sat beside him and he made me read some articles from his laptop
“We were working individually anyway and I don’t think it came as much of a surprise to them”
“How did they react I don’t know, I haven’t been watching TV”-Jin
“Would Jin really say those things?” Koki asked
I looked at him and saw his sad face. For me and Koki KAT-TUN is part of our family and Jin’s sudden decision to leave both affected me and him. Of course at first it felt like Jin didn’t care for us and he was so selfish to make such decision but we all talked about it and made things clear. And now the articles are another issue for Koki that maybe it disappoint him but not for me since I had talked to Jin about it.
“Don’t worry” I started “I talked to Jin already it wasn’t true” I said and Koki smiled at that. We know Jin loves KAT-TUN but of course he had his dreams too.
“But when did you talk?” He asked curiously.
“Ehh? Farewell party? I was with Maru. I told you about that, didn’t I?” I answered him. And yes I was there during Jin’s farewell party but I need to go early that day so I just had a talk with Jin
“Oh?” He answered not really sure. I keep thinking if I really told him about me going to the farewell party because if not I know he is jealous by now, he’s jealous of Jin and everybody knows why but he always try not to show it.
“Kazu? What did he told you?What did you told him” He asked me again.
“Nothing just both of us being happy for each other whatever happens in our career” . I just look at him as he proceeds on surfing the net.
few minutes later....
“Kazu~!” He whined this time that made me curious.
“What?”
“Is there any chance that you like Tat-chan?” He asked and I am really surprised by the question.
“Eh??why would I?” Then he made me read some articles from his laptop. And I laughed at him seeing the reason why he asked.
"What Kame did could make a girl fall in love."-Ueda
“Why do we always felt jealous over Tat-chan” I laughed thinking about it “I should tell Maru to keep Tat-chan secure to himself always” I added in thoughts
“Maybe” I said answering his question earlier. I laughed and he frowned and looked at his laptop again.
“I know you love me more than anyone or anything” He said and I smiled at that
“So full of himself” I thought though it was true, I love him so much and only him.
End of flashback
Whenever he felt jealous he always tries to hide it though I always see it. He doesn’t want to be possessive over me, I know that. He tries to be a ‘perfect boyfriend’ but he is perfect the way he is already. He is afraid to lose me but what he doesn’t know is I am more afraid to lose him. He cared for me so much and I got nothing to wish for as long as he is here with me. He is the best, the best for me. He is my happiness.
It is past 2:30 already and I still don’t feel sleepy, I reach for Koki’s laptop just to kill my boredom or at least look for something until I felt sleepy. I saw his folders containing pictures of us, I smiled seeing those pictures showing our happy moments together, both of us smiling and laughing. Then I scrolled down I saw one document entitled Unposted Manual, out of curiosity I opened it and smiled reading the contents.
Unposted manual
Your highness is here again
Do you remember when I told you I went on a solo trip to Osaka
What I didn’t mention (because I wasn’t allowed to mention) was that my Queen, yes I have a Queen and my Queen followed me there
...(oh but he shouldn’t know that I called him my Queen or else I am dead
)
Well he even brought our prince and princesses,
prince rai, princess sakura and princess ran-chan.
Yay! We have such a happy family ne..
We had a great time together. Being with him is just the best
He had fun being with our prince and princesses
And seeing him so happy made me happy too
Though cant tell you all details since some are private and it is only between me and my Queen..
So it was sad that vacation needs to end ne…♥♥
And I need to go now as well…
Look at my Queen, looking stressed again..tsk!
And I know why he looked stress
It’s because of my rival in his heart
Hai! I have a rival and everyone knows who….
Or rather what..xD
Well it is.........
WORK
*sigh* I cant help it my Queen is such a workaholic brat ne..
If he is not thinking about me he thinks about work..
So now I really need to help him relax ne..
Well rai, sakura and ran is making him more stressed..
My love needs me now
So Bye bye!
“Baka Koki! Demo I don’t mind being called a Queen as long as his my King” I mumbled to myself then I moved the laptop away.
Again I looked at him sleeping. Sometimes I think what good things I did to deserve someone like him. Sometimes I think he is too good for me. He may not be as handsome as the others but no one can beat him for being the most caring and loving person.He is handsome both inside and out. In many times he would rather think about what others would feel rather than his own feelings. I am so lucky to have him so I will do everything so I wouldn’t lose him. I will never feel sad as long as he is beside. He is always there for me.
I ran my fingers through his hair but immediately move it away afraid that I might wake him up but I was too late when I saw him opened his eyes.
“Hey?Why are you still awake?” I heard him asked still yawning
“Cant sleep?” I answered then he sat up straight next to me.
“Then I’ll stay up as well”
“No” I signaled him to lie down again and he did as I put me head on his chest and circled one of my arms around his waist.
“This is better, let’s sleep now ne” I told him and I saw him smile. That smile, Im always happy whenever I can make him smile.
“Yes I could sleep better like this” He said and hugged me tighter. I saw him close his eyes so I closed mine as well with a smile on my face.
Koki, he is the only one who brings the smile back to my face when every time I feel down. I believe no one would love and care for me the way he does. I want him to be happy as well, I want to return all the love and care that I received from him. I don’t know if I am doing enough for him but I am doing all I can. He is not only my happiness but he is the one I treasured the most, and I guess he is my everything now.
***********************************Owari***********************************
hope you like it..
:D
as always comments are love♥♥♥
Pairing: Kokame
Genre: Fluff, romance
Summary: Whenever he felt jealous he always tries to hide it though I always see it. He doesn’t want to be possessive over me, I know that. He tries to be a ‘perfect boyfriend’ but he is perfect the way he is already (written on Kazu’s POV)
A/N: yay!! My second kokame oneshot..This is maybe somehow a sequel to We are together now or maybe not..XD it was just because We are together now was written in Koki’s POV now I want to write something on Kazu’s POV but i think the 2 fics wasnt related at all..xDD..yay!! I really like writing kokame… sorry for some cheesiness…:D
Kazuya’s POV
It’s almost 2 am already yet I am still awake, sitting on the bed and just looking at him sleeping next to me. I like watching him in his sleep. His face looks peaceful and I like the smile forming in his face even when he is sleeping. I felt sad remembering how I made him worried these past few days about me. I always look stressed and I am over doing myself. Can he blame me? We need to work harder this time. I was the one affected the most because of Jin’s departure since everyone is expecting me so I felt really mad at Jin, We had a fight and that also made Koki sad, he hates it whenever members of KATTUN are fighting because he cares that much for KATTUN. So during the farewell party for Jin I went there to talk to him to at least clear everything between us and stop the fight as well.
I remember the day when I told Koki about that. Maybe he didn’t expect it. It was quite funny because I know he felt jealous.
Flashback
Koki was sitting comfortably searching something in his laptop when he suddenly called me. I saw the frown in his face that made me worried. I sat beside him and he made me read some articles from his laptop
“We were working individually anyway and I don’t think it came as much of a surprise to them”
“How did they react I don’t know, I haven’t been watching TV”-Jin
“Would Jin really say those things?” Koki asked
I looked at him and saw his sad face. For me and Koki KAT-TUN is part of our family and Jin’s sudden decision to leave both affected me and him. Of course at first it felt like Jin didn’t care for us and he was so selfish to make such decision but we all talked about it and made things clear. And now the articles are another issue for Koki that maybe it disappoint him but not for me since I had talked to Jin about it.
“Don’t worry” I started “I talked to Jin already it wasn’t true” I said and Koki smiled at that. We know Jin loves KAT-TUN but of course he had his dreams too.
“But when did you talk?” He asked curiously.
“Ehh? Farewell party? I was with Maru. I told you about that, didn’t I?” I answered him. And yes I was there during Jin’s farewell party but I need to go early that day so I just had a talk with Jin
“Oh?” He answered not really sure. I keep thinking if I really told him about me going to the farewell party because if not I know he is jealous by now, he’s jealous of Jin and everybody knows why but he always try not to show it.
“Kazu? What did he told you?What did you told him” He asked me again.
“Nothing just both of us being happy for each other whatever happens in our career” . I just look at him as he proceeds on surfing the net.
few minutes later....
“Kazu~!” He whined this time that made me curious.
“What?”
“Is there any chance that you like Tat-chan?” He asked and I am really surprised by the question.
“Eh??why would I?” Then he made me read some articles from his laptop. And I laughed at him seeing the reason why he asked.
"What Kame did could make a girl fall in love."-Ueda
“Why do we always felt jealous over Tat-chan” I laughed thinking about it “I should tell Maru to keep Tat-chan secure to himself always” I added in thoughts
“Maybe” I said answering his question earlier. I laughed and he frowned and looked at his laptop again.
“I know you love me more than anyone or anything” He said and I smiled at that
“So full of himself” I thought though it was true, I love him so much and only him.
End of flashback
Whenever he felt jealous he always tries to hide it though I always see it. He doesn’t want to be possessive over me, I know that. He tries to be a ‘perfect boyfriend’ but he is perfect the way he is already. He is afraid to lose me but what he doesn’t know is I am more afraid to lose him. He cared for me so much and I got nothing to wish for as long as he is here with me. He is the best, the best for me. He is my happiness.
It is past 2:30 already and I still don’t feel sleepy, I reach for Koki’s laptop just to kill my boredom or at least look for something until I felt sleepy. I saw his folders containing pictures of us, I smiled seeing those pictures showing our happy moments together, both of us smiling and laughing. Then I scrolled down I saw one document entitled Unposted Manual, out of curiosity I opened it and smiled reading the contents.
Unposted manual
Your highness is here again
Do you remember when I told you I went on a solo trip to Osaka
What I didn’t mention (because I wasn’t allowed to mention) was that my Queen, yes I have a Queen and my Queen followed me there
...(oh but he shouldn’t know that I called him my Queen or else I am dead
)
Well he even brought our prince and princesses,
prince rai, princess sakura and princess ran-chan.
Yay! We have such a happy family ne..
We had a great time together. Being with him is just the best
He had fun being with our prince and princesses
And seeing him so happy made me happy too
Though cant tell you all details since some are private and it is only between me and my Queen..
So it was sad that vacation needs to end ne…♥♥
And I need to go now as well…
Look at my Queen, looking stressed again..tsk!
And I know why he looked stress
It’s because of my rival in his heart
Hai! I have a rival and everyone knows who….
Or rather what..xD
Well it is.........
WORK
*sigh* I cant help it my Queen is such a workaholic brat ne..
If he is not thinking about me he thinks about work..
So now I really need to help him relax ne..
Well rai, sakura and ran is making him more stressed..
My love needs me now
So Bye bye!
“Baka Koki! Demo I don’t mind being called a Queen as long as his my King” I mumbled to myself then I moved the laptop away.
Again I looked at him sleeping. Sometimes I think what good things I did to deserve someone like him. Sometimes I think he is too good for me. He may not be as handsome as the others but no one can beat him for being the most caring and loving person.He is handsome both inside and out. In many times he would rather think about what others would feel rather than his own feelings. I am so lucky to have him so I will do everything so I wouldn’t lose him. I will never feel sad as long as he is beside. He is always there for me.
I ran my fingers through his hair but immediately move it away afraid that I might wake him up but I was too late when I saw him opened his eyes.
“Hey?Why are you still awake?” I heard him asked still yawning
“Cant sleep?” I answered then he sat up straight next to me.
“Then I’ll stay up as well”
“No” I signaled him to lie down again and he did as I put me head on his chest and circled one of my arms around his waist.
“This is better, let’s sleep now ne” I told him and I saw him smile. That smile, Im always happy whenever I can make him smile.
“Yes I could sleep better like this” He said and hugged me tighter. I saw him close his eyes so I closed mine as well with a smile on my face.
Koki, he is the only one who brings the smile back to my face when every time I feel down. I believe no one would love and care for me the way he does. I want him to be happy as well, I want to return all the love and care that I received from him. I don’t know if I am doing enough for him but I am doing all I can. He is not only my happiness but he is the one I treasured the most, and I guess he is my everything now.
***********************************Owari***********************************
hope you like it..
:D
as always comments are love♥♥♥