[fic] Of Misunderstandings and Jealousy
Title: Misunderstandings and Jealousy
Pairing: Kokame
Genre: Romance, Drama,fluff
Summary: Koki had hurt Kazuya so now how could he win Kazuya back?And what if their problems affected Yuichi and Tatsuya as well? it’s just about me getting jealous of koda interactions again..hmf!
A/N: I’m actually planning to write a very angsty one but when I started it I wanted it to be fluffy and funny so the way I write it is kind of confusing for me..xDDD…I don’t know if im gonna write angst, fluff or crack..xD gomen na:D and its my first kokame multichap..im used with writing kokame based on their real life interactions, I mean everytime there’s an evidence ill write a story inspired by that so im not really used with kokame multichap…I hope this is going to be fine…
Chapter 1
Kazuya was alone in his and Koki’’s house. Koki was out again and Kazuya didn’t even know where his lover is. If Koki is out because of a shooting or is he just hanging out with his friends? Kazuya doesn’t have any idea. He decided to just open his laptop to kill his boredom.
“EH Koki?” Kazu mumbled looking straight at the screen. He searched some random KAT-TUN video and saw one with Koki and Tatsuya. “Koki and Tat-chan looks happy. Date? Yeah they seems like they are having a date” Kazu sniffed. And there he stared at the screen watching Koki driving Tatsuya somewhere. On their way the two were laughing and having so much fun. Kazuya remembered that clip, he knew it was just work, but still he felt jealous.
“Stupid Nakame and Koda fanservice” Kazu mumbled again. He didn’t finished what he was watching instead he stood to get his coat and went out.
These past few days...or rather months he and Koki weren’t spending time with each other at all. Kat-tun doesn’t have so many works together because they are also busy with their solo works, Maru shoots a new drama, and Koki got to host a bangumi, Taguchi and Ueda have different works as well and Kame is busy with going sports and news. If ever they got guessing all together Koki and him won’t be standing next to each other because Koki will be with Tat-chan and so Kazuya sticks with Maru.
Kame walked away from his his and Koki’s house and few more minutes past and he finally arrive to the place he wanted to go. He stood in front of the door before ringing the door bell.
When the door opened the owner of the house was surprised to see him.
“Eh Kame-chan?” Maru said as Kazu just entered.
“Why are you here?” Maru asked
“You are mean, I am a guest you know. You should at least offer some tea” Kazu said as he sat comfortably at one of the couch while Maru went to the kitchen.
“Tea. So now, what are you doing here?” Maru asked again after handling Kazu the tea
“Sleep over!” Kazu shouted cheerfully as Maru chuckled at that even though he knew it wasn’t the reason.
“Seriously, Kame?” Maru asked again
“Anou actually…Please let me stay here for awhile” Kazuya said then bowed.
“What happen to you and Koki?” Maru said knowing Kame might probably have a fight with koki if he doesn’t want to stay in their house.
“Nothing!” Kazuya answered immediately.
“Yeah right!” Maru said sarcastically.
“Do you know how close he and Tat-chan is these days” Kazuya mumbled as Maru just sighed.
“You and your jealousy. Kame-chan I know you both love each other. Don’t you suddenly appear in my door telling me you want to run away from Koki, because I know you can’t, you love him” Maru said.
"I didn’t tell you that I’m going to run away from him. I don’t even have my things with me now” Kazuya said.
“Well, you didn’t tell me but I know that it is what you are planning” Maru said
“You know me too much” Kame said frowning.
“Kame, jealousy is part of a relationship. Talk to him so you could fix this. Don’t let jealousy ruined your relationship” Maru added
“Hai I’ll try to talk to him” Kazuya answered pouting. “But it wasn’t just jealousy” Kazuya added in his thoughts
“Ne let’s have dinner first then I’ll walk you home” Maru offered.
“Ok” Kazu simply answered.
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“Can they really still fix this?” Kazuya asked his self. He and maru are now on their way back to Kazuya and Koki’s house. Maru just observes Kazuya as the younger was deep in thoughts. Kazuya just keep on thinking what was happening between him and Koki. Jealousy? It wasn’t just their problem, they have a lot more than that.
When they reached the place Kazuya still asked Maru to go in saying that Koki would probably go home late again, Maru agreed. Kazu was somehow glad he could talk to Maru and that Maru is always there when he needs him.
The two reached the living room and were happily talking to each other when they heard noises from one of the rooms, the one where KAT-TUN usually stayed whenever they drink or have party inside the house. They both went near to check it and when Kazu opened the door both him and Maru was shocked to see Koki inside with Tatsuya. The two weren’t just talking nor drinking but there they saw the two sitting on the couch with their lips touching each other’s.
“Kame?!!?” Koki quickly stands up as Tatsuya fell on the couch and immediately fell as sleep since he looks so drunk.
“I..I’m just going to get my things” Kazuya said and run to the bed room.
“I’ll help you” Yuichi said to Kazu while glaring at Koki. Koki tried to follow but Yuichi stopped him.
“I think it isn’t the time to talk to him”
“Yuichi please mind your own business. I just want to explain what happen. It was not what you guys think it is.”
“Do you know that he asked me to let him stay at my house because he doesn’t want to go home. Reason? He is jealous with Tatsuya. I stopped him and told him to talk to you because what he was feeling was just a stupid jealousy. But after seeing that, I don’t know what to think anymore” Yuichi explained.
“And I told you it isn’t what you think it is!” Koki shouted but Yuichi still didn’t listen. Yuichi turned back to check on Kazu in the room but Kazuya was already walking out of the bed room carrying 2 suitcases and ran-chan, Yuichi took the other suitcase to help the younger.
“I guess I still left some of my things inside. Maybe I’ll get it by next week, but if you think it wasn’t important then just throw it out.” Kazuya told Koki.
“Could you stop being a drama queen and let me explain?!” Koki shouted.
“For the past weeks I am trying to fix us, Koki. I always tried to call you everytime I got no work or when I am already done with the shooting, I want us to at least go out since it’s been a long time since we spend time with each other. I really wondered if you are still my lover. If you didn’t notice, it has been a month already since you last answered my call, have at least a proper talk with me or even just a simple hug and holding my hands. Explaining won’t do anything now. Even if I didn’t saw you with Tat-chan today, tomorrow will just be the same, you will go out in the morning without even saying goodbye to me then you’ll went home at night without even saying tadaima. This is better ne?” Kazuya explained
“Kame, do you even expect as to be with each other 24/7. It’s impossible to be with each other all the time.” Koki said
“Did you even hear what I said?” Kazuya said as he tried to stop himself from crying “I don’t mind not seeing you in a day as long as I feel that you are still my lover, Koki. You don’t even ask me if I’m ok or if I’m still alive! I don’t even know if you will still care if I die!” Kazuya shouted as tear finally roll down his face. “I really need time to think and be away from you” He quickly walked out of the house followed by Maru while Koki was left speechless.
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“You are experiencing a lot of problems aside from jealousy?” Maru asked Kazuya. They are back at Nakamaru’s house again. Maru wasn’t lecturing Kazuya about going back to the house to talk to Koki anymore but this time he was helping Kazuya prepare one of the guest rooms, the room where Kazuya will stay for awhile.
“Jealousy is just what makes me realize that I should give up on us that maybe he doesn’t love me anymore and maybe he got somebody else now. Well what we saw in our house confirms it ne” Kame just smiled bitterly.
“Do you think I should have listened to his explanation?” Kazuya asked as he begins to cry. Maru approached the younger and hugged him
“I know you were afraid to listen to his explanation. You are afraid to hear those cruel words that he might say. You are afraid that he might break up on you completely if you let him talk” Maru said as Kazuya starts crying louder. “You were hurt so I understand. But you should be ready ne, to listen to whatever Koki will say. Obviously, you leaving your house looks like you are breaking up with him but still you should talked to him. At least make everything clear to each other. You couldn’t break up like this” Maru explained.
“I know, Yuichi” Kazuya just simply replied still crying on Maru’s arms. It was hard for Kazuya, He feels that he can’t really let go of Koki.
TBC.....
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i finally posted this!!!:D
ahh this will have 8 chapters im actually writing the last chapter now...
ill be updating every week ne..:D
it is my first kokame multichap so please be gentle with me..:D
this chapter is for sweetspicyhot
ive been telling her abt this fic but it took me 2 months to post it..hehe
and as always comments are love...♥♥♥
Pairing: Kokame
Genre: Romance, Drama,fluff
Summary: Koki had hurt Kazuya so now how could he win Kazuya back?And what if their problems affected Yuichi and Tatsuya as well? it’s just about me getting jealous of koda interactions again..hmf!
A/N: I’m actually planning to write a very angsty one but when I started it I wanted it to be fluffy and funny so the way I write it is kind of confusing for me..xDDD…I don’t know if im gonna write angst, fluff or crack..xD gomen na:D and its my first kokame multichap..im used with writing kokame based on their real life interactions, I mean everytime there’s an evidence ill write a story inspired by that so im not really used with kokame multichap…I hope this is going to be fine…
Chapter 1
Kazuya was alone in his and Koki’’s house. Koki was out again and Kazuya didn’t even know where his lover is. If Koki is out because of a shooting or is he just hanging out with his friends? Kazuya doesn’t have any idea. He decided to just open his laptop to kill his boredom.
“EH Koki?” Kazu mumbled looking straight at the screen. He searched some random KAT-TUN video and saw one with Koki and Tatsuya. “Koki and Tat-chan looks happy. Date? Yeah they seems like they are having a date” Kazu sniffed. And there he stared at the screen watching Koki driving Tatsuya somewhere. On their way the two were laughing and having so much fun. Kazuya remembered that clip, he knew it was just work, but still he felt jealous.
“Stupid Nakame and Koda fanservice” Kazu mumbled again. He didn’t finished what he was watching instead he stood to get his coat and went out.
These past few days...or rather months he and Koki weren’t spending time with each other at all. Kat-tun doesn’t have so many works together because they are also busy with their solo works, Maru shoots a new drama, and Koki got to host a bangumi, Taguchi and Ueda have different works as well and Kame is busy with going sports and news. If ever they got guessing all together Koki and him won’t be standing next to each other because Koki will be with Tat-chan and so Kazuya sticks with Maru.
Kame walked away from his his and Koki’s house and few more minutes past and he finally arrive to the place he wanted to go. He stood in front of the door before ringing the door bell.
When the door opened the owner of the house was surprised to see him.
“Eh Kame-chan?” Maru said as Kazu just entered.
“Why are you here?” Maru asked
“You are mean, I am a guest you know. You should at least offer some tea” Kazu said as he sat comfortably at one of the couch while Maru went to the kitchen.
“Tea. So now, what are you doing here?” Maru asked again after handling Kazu the tea
“Sleep over!” Kazu shouted cheerfully as Maru chuckled at that even though he knew it wasn’t the reason.
“Seriously, Kame?” Maru asked again
“Anou actually…Please let me stay here for awhile” Kazuya said then bowed.
“What happen to you and Koki?” Maru said knowing Kame might probably have a fight with koki if he doesn’t want to stay in their house.
“Nothing!” Kazuya answered immediately.
“Yeah right!” Maru said sarcastically.
“Do you know how close he and Tat-chan is these days” Kazuya mumbled as Maru just sighed.
“You and your jealousy. Kame-chan I know you both love each other. Don’t you suddenly appear in my door telling me you want to run away from Koki, because I know you can’t, you love him” Maru said.
"I didn’t tell you that I’m going to run away from him. I don’t even have my things with me now” Kazuya said.
“Well, you didn’t tell me but I know that it is what you are planning” Maru said
“You know me too much” Kame said frowning.
“Kame, jealousy is part of a relationship. Talk to him so you could fix this. Don’t let jealousy ruined your relationship” Maru added
“Hai I’ll try to talk to him” Kazuya answered pouting. “But it wasn’t just jealousy” Kazuya added in his thoughts
“Ne let’s have dinner first then I’ll walk you home” Maru offered.
“Ok” Kazu simply answered.
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“Can they really still fix this?” Kazuya asked his self. He and maru are now on their way back to Kazuya and Koki’s house. Maru just observes Kazuya as the younger was deep in thoughts. Kazuya just keep on thinking what was happening between him and Koki. Jealousy? It wasn’t just their problem, they have a lot more than that.
When they reached the place Kazuya still asked Maru to go in saying that Koki would probably go home late again, Maru agreed. Kazu was somehow glad he could talk to Maru and that Maru is always there when he needs him.
The two reached the living room and were happily talking to each other when they heard noises from one of the rooms, the one where KAT-TUN usually stayed whenever they drink or have party inside the house. They both went near to check it and when Kazu opened the door both him and Maru was shocked to see Koki inside with Tatsuya. The two weren’t just talking nor drinking but there they saw the two sitting on the couch with their lips touching each other’s.
“Kame?!!?” Koki quickly stands up as Tatsuya fell on the couch and immediately fell as sleep since he looks so drunk.
“I..I’m just going to get my things” Kazuya said and run to the bed room.
“I’ll help you” Yuichi said to Kazu while glaring at Koki. Koki tried to follow but Yuichi stopped him.
“I think it isn’t the time to talk to him”
“Yuichi please mind your own business. I just want to explain what happen. It was not what you guys think it is.”
“Do you know that he asked me to let him stay at my house because he doesn’t want to go home. Reason? He is jealous with Tatsuya. I stopped him and told him to talk to you because what he was feeling was just a stupid jealousy. But after seeing that, I don’t know what to think anymore” Yuichi explained.
“And I told you it isn’t what you think it is!” Koki shouted but Yuichi still didn’t listen. Yuichi turned back to check on Kazu in the room but Kazuya was already walking out of the bed room carrying 2 suitcases and ran-chan, Yuichi took the other suitcase to help the younger.
“I guess I still left some of my things inside. Maybe I’ll get it by next week, but if you think it wasn’t important then just throw it out.” Kazuya told Koki.
“Could you stop being a drama queen and let me explain?!” Koki shouted.
“For the past weeks I am trying to fix us, Koki. I always tried to call you everytime I got no work or when I am already done with the shooting, I want us to at least go out since it’s been a long time since we spend time with each other. I really wondered if you are still my lover. If you didn’t notice, it has been a month already since you last answered my call, have at least a proper talk with me or even just a simple hug and holding my hands. Explaining won’t do anything now. Even if I didn’t saw you with Tat-chan today, tomorrow will just be the same, you will go out in the morning without even saying goodbye to me then you’ll went home at night without even saying tadaima. This is better ne?” Kazuya explained
“Kame, do you even expect as to be with each other 24/7. It’s impossible to be with each other all the time.” Koki said
“Did you even hear what I said?” Kazuya said as he tried to stop himself from crying “I don’t mind not seeing you in a day as long as I feel that you are still my lover, Koki. You don’t even ask me if I’m ok or if I’m still alive! I don’t even know if you will still care if I die!” Kazuya shouted as tear finally roll down his face. “I really need time to think and be away from you” He quickly walked out of the house followed by Maru while Koki was left speechless.
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“You are experiencing a lot of problems aside from jealousy?” Maru asked Kazuya. They are back at Nakamaru’s house again. Maru wasn’t lecturing Kazuya about going back to the house to talk to Koki anymore but this time he was helping Kazuya prepare one of the guest rooms, the room where Kazuya will stay for awhile.
“Jealousy is just what makes me realize that I should give up on us that maybe he doesn’t love me anymore and maybe he got somebody else now. Well what we saw in our house confirms it ne” Kame just smiled bitterly.
“Do you think I should have listened to his explanation?” Kazuya asked as he begins to cry. Maru approached the younger and hugged him
“I know you were afraid to listen to his explanation. You are afraid to hear those cruel words that he might say. You are afraid that he might break up on you completely if you let him talk” Maru said as Kazuya starts crying louder. “You were hurt so I understand. But you should be ready ne, to listen to whatever Koki will say. Obviously, you leaving your house looks like you are breaking up with him but still you should talked to him. At least make everything clear to each other. You couldn’t break up like this” Maru explained.
“I know, Yuichi” Kazuya just simply replied still crying on Maru’s arms. It was hard for Kazuya, He feels that he can’t really let go of Koki.
TBC.....
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i finally posted this!!!:D
ahh this will have 8 chapters im actually writing the last chapter now...
ill be updating every week ne..:D
it is my first kokame multichap so please be gentle with me..:D
this chapter is for sweetspicyhot
ive been telling her abt this fic but it took me 2 months to post it..hehe
and as always comments are love...♥♥♥