I'm tired... :) renovating is fun but my oh my does it take a lot outa you ( Read more... )

Lately i've become less optimistic. Although there are many a things that are finally clear... i still tend to lean towards the negative side of things. it's bad, i know. but i cant help myself. im usually a happy person... so it seems. but deep down, im not. everyone's not.

pressure, fear, nagging, limits, grades, ethics, morals, emotions, ( Read more... )

Went to Scarborough this weekend. We visited our cousins :) and so we got some pictures from them... so yep, this will be some random photo entry type thing (Y) enjoy :)

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for now it's okay. it's off my chest and i said it. i cant beleive i did it. i didnt even know i was going to be like, and act that certain way. wow, it was pretty unexpected. it sort of came out of no where, but its over and i did it. so now, i'll understand things better. hopefully, and my worries don't need to overwhelm me. :) things are looking ( Read more... )

Yea, i guess lately i've been pressuring myself too much. and my mindset is all out of place. sometimes i say too much, when im really better off. i dont know, its just that, all this stress from school and this being the last year, makes me want to never move on. we were all getting comfortable, but now it's like we have to change all that. what i ( Read more... )

Sometimes you just give up. you cant take it nomore. you dont want to because you cant. its hard, and everything's taking a toll on you. its a massive struggle. you cant seem to understand. its a fucking mess. let's slaughter this fucking year, and make it count.

Though life may be philosophical and full of questions that will be left unanswered... there are those who are there who help solve the questions that needed answering. It is definitely a long and hard journey, but in the end we all have a place and reason as to why we were put here. We all are or will be successful only when we work at it. We ( Read more... )

Highlights of the week ( Read more... )

I know I'm not the only one who's worrying right now ( Read more... )

Yesturday was totally wicked. Yes, wicked lol. I loved it, it was so much fun :) and I would so do it all over again. First I woke up early in the morning to get ready for this funfilled day. I ate breakfast, brushed my teeth, changed, and whatnot then drove to Dani's place. Then "Alex" jumped out in front of me and scared me when I came in. Then ( Read more... )