oooooooooooo monday...

[kay_shorty]

ok well today was ok.. i got to school early.. which i was very pleased about.. but anyway.. ummm amber picked me up.. we talked.. then lets see... 1st period was ok.. all we did was study for a retake of the test for wednesday.. i made a 70/78 on it.. which is fairly good.. i guess i dont know.. but yeah anyway and then 2nd we took a quiz and

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[kay_shorty]

i know.. i know.. maybe im just lying to myself to make myself feel better.. or maybe i know the truth i just want to believe something else.. maybe im just making up excuses for him not calling me.. i dont know.. yeah i know what u mean about ricky too.. and lastly ... lol i agree with u.. lol eff them all.. haha..

[tears_on_fire]

Jordan calls his girlfriend everynight. I"m not saying a guy should call everynight, but if a guy cares for a girl then he will call more than once a week at least!

Plus...hmmm if he is doing drugs (even w/out everything that happened) is a good sign that you can do better.

But look you need to quite depending on a guy for happiness. There are probably guys out there who want you...but you need to make a list of priorities and look in better places!

[kay_shorty]

yeah.. i know.. like ricky used to call me like 3-4 times a day ... i mean at least once a day.. i know what u mean.. and i know what u mean about me doing better.. i know i need to quit depending on a guy for happiness ... im trying not to.. im trying to just be happy without one.. i dont know aobut the other part.. the part where there are guys who want to be with me.. i really dont think that there is.. not right now anyway.. i do... i really do need to do that.. lol